JPPY (:
Name: Joyceee pang
Age: 13
Birthday: ONE5ZERO2NINE6
Wants: A laptop
Loves to : AUDI , ign :LoveDieHimx3 Lvl:23
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song in my heart .
Tuesday, November 24, 200910:32 PM
BIGBANG :
Haru Haru :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OAQ6RuYFGE&feature=channel My heaven :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hjc03nySrbw&feature=fvw Lies :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Cv3phvP8Ro&feature=channel wedding dress(taeyang) : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6uthxUVMcYw&feature=related last farewell : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-QyeTLh-Hk&feature=fvsr WONDERGIRLS : nobody :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NC30nQ0pEjo tell me :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEzrtyoAr1E so hot :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4VBLImiFTFM&feature=PlayList&p=6567C7FC863A98CB&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=2 2ne1 i dun care :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4MgAxMO1KD0&feature=related |
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another day
Monday, November 23, 20099:58 PM
just another stupid day at home , having super bad mood in the morning . urghh , watever i dun wanna talk about it . everything is in a mess when you dun want thing to happen . crap , well , no money ,cannot go anywhere also , home , got shelter , got food , go out for wat . Zzz . thats wat i heard from someone , wtc . asking me stupid , no common sense questions are even worst . well got hot temper today , so shush .
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200th post with convo ~
Sunday, November 22, 200911:56 PM
hoho ~ this is my 200th post . plus , a special convo included . well , not really special nahh . we started off talking cause daniel told ulrica i bully him since i first met him .so i questioned him . WOOHOO~ Starring , Joyce pang( me ) , ulrica chia , and Daniel low .
Joyceeee ~ says: WHEN I BULLY SIAH N1gHtR0@d™:: says: oh my gosh [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: lol . talk here. Joyceeee ~ says: daniel anyhow say say . >.> N1gHtR0@d™:: says: HAHA no lor!!! i never ok! u really bully me Joyceeee ~ says: i almost add daniel ng siahh N1gHtR0@d™:: says: u and suan wen Joyceeee ~ says: NO LO ~ N1gHtR0@d™:: says: haha Joyceeee ~ says: is you d-siao her de MATHHEW BLAHBLAHBLAH >.> N1gHtR0@d™:: says: no leh...is u say one lor! [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: happy scolding . (: Joyceeee ~ says: no lo ~ IS you lehhhhh N1gHtR0@d™:: says: haha i think ulrica just ordered popcorn lol but anyways ITS U BULLY ME!!! [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: i shall put this thing in my blog . Joyceeee ~ says: NO NO IS YOU ~~~ [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: continue please . action ! (: Joyceeee ~ says: ULRICA ~ nono N1gHtR0@d™:: says: lol haha ulrica I TELL WAYNE Joyceeee ~ says: ways wayne gotta do with this ? [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: which wayne ? N1gHtR0@d™:: says: THEN WAYNE WILL RANDOM THE LIFE OUT OF U Joyceeee ~ says: wats* N1gHtR0@d™:: says: [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: LOL ! N1gHtR0@d™:: says: the short and stout wayne [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: WHICH WAYNE @ N1gHtR0@d™:: says: Joyceeee ~ says: daniel , you just randomed , you pulled wayne into the convo suddenly . [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: LOL ! who the fuck is he . N1gHtR0@d™:: says: no lor Joyceeee ~ says: >.> ulrica .... N1gHtR0@d™:: says: u bullying wayne = bullying me ulrica u dunno who wayne is? frm out cg one. Joyceeee ~ says: Bully me = to raymond . N1gHtR0@d™:: says: to raymond? haha wad kind of eng is that Joyceeee ~ says: the news . Zzz ~! , singlish [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: lol . N1gHtR0@d™:: says: haha [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: who the fuck is WAYNE ! !! N1gHtR0@d™:: says: BOOMZ Joyceeee ~ says: crapzxc >.> N1gHtR0@d™:: says: wayne is the guy in my facebook display pic [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: SEND ME SEND ME HANDSOME NOT ?:! Joyceeee ~ says: ZZZ ~ N1gHtR0@d™:: says: HAHAHA hamdsome ah??? [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: LOL ! N1gHtR0@d™:: says: that onee must ask joyce haha Joyceeee ~ says: o.0 [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: lol . she look @ people one meh . so zhu yi . Joyceeee ~ says: he is trying to say , he dun wan to say he is ugly , push the new for me to say . watsoever >.> [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: lol he bwg N1gHtR0@d™:: says: no lor joyce Joyceeee ~ says: then you say la , why must me ? N1gHtR0@d™:: says: i say ask u cos u and wayne very close...so u know better haha Joyceeee ~ says: i didnt know you are not close to him . N1gHtR0@d™:: says: OMGOSH...i love to spread rumors lol im close but u are closer Joyceeee ~ says: is that a sin ? ZZZZZZZZ ~~~~ i dun think im closer to him then you do . N1gHtR0@d™:: says: noooo...i never said it was but i just said ask u cos u are closer to him...so u know better but anyways...i was kidding when i said that lol Joyceeee ~ says: so , you are randoming ..... N1gHtR0@d™:: says: eh no...im making up stories im trying to make a book u see...so im using this as a source of my inspiration hahaha Joyceeee ~ says: cool cool . N1gHtR0@d™:: says: SHITTTTT Joyceeee ~ says: muahahahas . have a good time figuring out my words . N1gHtR0@d™:: says: im can read still i just dont like it cos its too birght bright' Joyceeee ~ says: 4374 >.> 2750 .. wat a big diff . N1gHtR0@d™:: says: huh? Joyceeee ~ says: you dunno ? good . N1gHtR0@d™:: says: hahaha okok i gtg leow i wanna sleep [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: lol pig Joyceeee ~ says: NIGHTS N1gHtR0@d™:: says: ulrica [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: shall post it up on my blog N1gHtR0@d™:: says: come cg this fri ok Joyceeee ~ says: >.> .. daniel [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: tmb\ N1gHtR0@d™:: says: haha Joyceeee ~ says: thats my jobbbbbbbbbbbb ~ [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: lol N1gHtR0@d™:: says: too bad i made the move first hahaha [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: hehe Joyceeee ~ says: ouhh, i asked earlier on N1gHtR0@d™:: says: haha...this will never end i gtg leow!!! [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: enough of argueing Joyceeee ~ says: yeswyes , so gogo bubyes ~~~~ N1gHtR0@d™:: says: ok bye! [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: bye pig . (: oink oink N1gHtR0@d™:: says: joyve dont cry...i'll get wayne to sms u bye all [c=4] Withloves , Ulrica.C.Zhien (: 02102009 . ^^ [/c] says: lol . N1gHtR0@d™:: says: cyas N1gHtR0@d™:: has left the conversation. and so , its how it ended ..pretty stupid , but at least , my time isnt wasted on other even more stupid stuffs . kekes . |
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whats your problem ?
9:42 PM
im so dead bored . war ever it is , never will want to find another one , wats the ******* problem sia , want then just say , dun just do and heck care . suan wen ar suan wen . wat is wrong with you as well ? matthew the way home ... was pissed today during fellowship , ask him dun play still want play . end up spilling that LIQUID on me , you think wat ? holy water arhs ? Zzz . wat ever larhs . you find it funny larh , but i dun .
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what a crappy nice day .
Saturday, November 21, 200911:51 PM
todayy , im leaving my trouble behind ~~ okayy shall stop singing . LOL
yesyes , wedded . without te abm file in audi really sickening SUCKS . practically just audiing at home agn , and yes , lvl 23 liao , and no , 24 nov is coming ,and oh ya ,someone bday coming , what should i doooooooo . hmmm , think about it later , gonna sleep le , nightas ~! |
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DANCE ~!
11:42 PM
went to riverwalk , woohoo ~ once , i suddenly had a bad mood , i will kill you with my attittude . she called , i didnt turn . i just stare say hi and reluctantly walk . but this didnt really last long , the mext minute , we are like . super super high . oh oh oh , eccleshia, you didnt scare me , cause i was in a bad mood but you didnt know . yes , and so at the back , we were jumping and screaming our lungs out , its only some that didnt realise wat we did . after all , its just another day outside , but just , with more feelings going around .
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how how !?!
Friday, November 20, 20093:03 AM
Carrie Underwood
Jesus Take The Wheel 'she bowed her head to pray She said I’m sorry for the way I’ve been living my life I know I’ve got to change, so for now on tonight Jesus take the wheel, take it from my hands, ‘cuz I can’t do this on my own I’m letting go, so give me one more chance, save me from this road I’m on Jesus take the wheel' Whee ~ okayokayokay , i have enough talking sweeeeet ~JUST PRAY I WONT DO IT FOR ONCE , ITS SO STUUPID . hahas . im high now . cant sleep liaooo ~ Die :D i hope i still can wake up early and contact samuel soon . LOL . omigosh , super high == |
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im contented
2:26 AM
 its great to know . im okay with who you are and what you are and where you came from . eventhough last time , we got so CAUGHT up with other people's comment and keep it so real to us , and it seems that it had crashed into our friendship . i always thought we are gonna stick tgt , but thing then started to change . we fought more like never before . ' whats that for idiot ? ' as i scolded myself for saying things that i should say , but not at the right time . it make me feel idiotic . cause , i know it would help . but now things have got sooooo well , i dun wanna get another case similiar to it , once bitten , twice shy . and now , since we are back to our so called usual self , its time to celebrate . not for long , we have to be careful in wat we do . i dun wanna fight our retarded stuffs and scold myself agn for a stupid reason . well , its all fated anyways . |
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you know , i know
Thursday, November 19, 20098:58 PM
Yes , this is for you , its a post reply .
Is it because of your rehearsal ? nope . Is it because of you not coming to CGM ? nope . You feel that i am closer to them ? i know i am , but i know my limits . You think i am thinking you are finding excuses ? nope , im not . Im think im "happy" . but are you ? Do i know you want to go for CGM but couldnt ? yes , and im not angry about you not coming . cause i know there is a reason to it . You miss hanging out with me ? me too . why dun we make time . Wait , i dun need to make time , its up to you whether you can or not . cause im always free . Im waiting for you , still . |
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decided
8:44 PM
i decided not to continue the chinese thingy cause its taking alot of my time . Now i see , you seems happy to be somewhere else , i tot i knew and understand , i think there is still a few percentage about it that i doubt and feel bad about . its not the reason why others gave me the feeling , but its really fact you hadda go . i guess i really have to let it go . after all , i do still see you occasionally , hi and bye its a part of life . i cant do anything to it . wats pass is a past .
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N426 :D
1:30 AM
   CGM are always the best place to be on the last day of weekdays . |
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just some excuses .
12:54 AM
you make me smile , you make me happy , you make , make my day . eventhough its a lonely day alone , i knew you were there for me .
but someday , you are just so far from me , well , i always thought i can be okay if you are not around . But i wrong . really wrong about this , when i am cope up with other things , i dun really seem to care , as i just realised , and all those excuses came out . |
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i'm still at home being o.o ...
Wednesday, November 18, 20097:49 PM
time out ! woke up at 1pm today . i cannot sleep . every night , when i go to bed ,my gum will pain for an hour then i can sleep with peace , and during the one hour , i will turn around and around , cause its really painful .other then that ,i really got nothing else to say . someone just save me from boredom .
今日下午一时醒来。 我不能入睡。 夜夜我什么时候睡觉情况下，我胶会痛一小时，然后我可以着和平，并在一个的时间我会围绕和周围及其确实痛苦。 我真的无话可说。 |
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one at a time .
Tuesday, November 17, 20094:40 PM
everyyday got nothing to do , well , i still multi-task at time . stuck at home with house chores . what to do ! tell me larhs . webcam spoil , everything not working in order . what more can i do ? oh i do art , but its just do and done . i spend alot money on my art stuffs this month . ( btw , i using translator , so dun blame me for the broken chinese . >< )
每天都没有任何关系，我依然多任务，同时。 在进行家家务。 要做什么 ！ 告诉我。 网络摄像机破坏，一切都不处理顺序。 我该怎么办？ 做艺术，但它只是完成与。 我这个月花了很多钱对我的艺术饲料。 |
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wat is this !~
Monday, November 16, 20093:15 PM
i am so bored ~ someone , save me . all i do at home is sleep , play and eat . how sia ! gum so pain , got sensitive teeth there , then somemore got ulcer there . sian . pain like shyt . cant sleep well , cant eat well . the nerves got up to my head , so PAIN la ! trying to sleep but only after one two hour later then can . hais , too bad .
我好无聊 ~ 某人，帮助。 在家里是戏的睡及吃。 胶这样的痛苦敏感的牙齿，有溃疡。 痛像 shyt。 不能睡好，不能吃好。 也有头痛，痛啊 ！ 想睡觉，但只后一个两小时后便能够。 hais。 |
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let do it the chinese way .
Saturday, November 14, 20098:58 PM
i felt like doing this , so lets do it . im going to write my post in chinese and english . hahas . isn't it cool ! Lol . must improve in chinese le . okay , today . i had a awesome boring day . other then audiing , i got nothing else to do . someone , somebody . i want to go exercise ! badminton arhs ? okay . SET .... who's going ? >< if i dont , i am going to grow fat !help !
我认为这样做，因此可以做这件事如。 中、 英文将我的岗位。 哈哈。 不是很酷! 哈哈。 我的中国语言必须提高。 好了，今日很无聊。 我没有什么事情可做的其他当时的 audiing。 一个人，某人去打羽毛球我.want 吗？ 好了约 设置 … … 谁？如果 i dun 玩 ,将成为猪 . hehes . ohya , this , is for my gandi , yesyes , third month , i posted it ~! happy ? phee ~ i always forget , too much to do . you want you everyday remind me lo . hahas . |
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so quiet part B
12:58 AM
right ! after everything , i went home right ? then go out to watch sister keeper with my family , that show is totally nice , and sad . even my father cried abit . i wasnt surpose to say but i was msging the whole period . peepal surpose to cry , i laughed , my sister was staring at me when i did that .okayy , im very very weird >< aiisehh , late liao . nightas !
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so quiet part A
12:28 AM
my phone has its quiet times wor .i find it so ridiculous , as well as amazing . raymond ask how many have i sent the last month i was like confirm lose to him liao la . Oh well skip this part .here i go agn , going from the west to the east and back to the west of pasri ris doing visitation. lets do a summary for this week about it .first , raymond , wayne and me were waiting for benjamin . wait and wait , then suddenly we see him ,but the thing is , he dun see us , and he is directly , opposite , walking towards us . he walked away , and called raymond , i pick up the call lo . then gave him direction to where we are ,when he saw us , we are already laughing mad .okayy, off we go . first to hannahs , but she not at home , then to joshua , then shih yin . after that ivan . during our walk there , wayne's slippers is hurting his foot . so he took it out , then i took the chance to kick it . and so , i did . i tot he was fine with it >.> after that went to benedict's ,wayne was the first one out of the house , and so he took one of my slipper but forgotten he haven wear his slippers so i took his too , well , took bad i got his , he have to trade it back .next , to gabriel's , this time , he is more clever , he took both of my slippers , i was like , WATEVER . he pass me his , then he wear mine , i was like .... Nevermind ! i then wear his lo , impossible i go bear footed , so i wear his too . surprisely , he can fit into mine , i can fit into his too . his feet so big >< hehes . after that , go eat early dinner . and for once , me and wayne made out another dish .smash peanuts with chilli in soup and cucumber anyone ? after tihs ,i went homee . shall post the another half the next post , this post too long le ! hahas
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still okay :D
Tuesday, November 10, 20097:39 PM
heh , cutted me hair . look so much better , feel so much better . thanks daffy ! she wash my hair , and it smells so nice :D so much so , i feel tired , but its okay . hahas . thats all for today ! anw , i didnt cut side bangs , i cannot , is no choice de . cause the ITE the teacher say , the dunno wat head line blahblahblah , thats why cannot .
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only want whats right .
Monday, November 09, 200912:28 PM
so bored now-a-days . didnt even bother to think and do anything . oh crapzxc , need go play sports YO . hmm , badminton ? netball ? basketball ? hehes , bowling ? jio me out la ! ohya wanna cut me hair liao . too long too messy . cut side bangs . woots ~ see how it goes first . :DD
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pissed
Saturday, November 07, 200911:28 PM
audi audi audi ! im repatch-ing this noob thing , and got nothing else to do . IM REAL PISSED OF BY IT . hais , im really impatient , for just once ! srsly . currently , 7 more patches and im done . but look at the time . i should already be in audi le la ! D: eeyeeer . ISHX ! FEELING SO DOWN ! BLEKS ! .
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Bro Bday Watever !
8:44 PM
my brother has his day . WHATEVER . soon , it will be my turn . kekes. never you thought that things can happily happen and you are still there sitting there retardedly knowing nothing about wats going on of course you dun know , well ,cause you only love your earpiece and penknife . why cant peepal just think and love themselves more other then destroying their ownself .
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yes and no
Thursday, November 05, 20097:37 PM
yesturday go visit people , once again . so tiring . but at least there was the fun parts . i remebered clearly wats fun . first , there was lightning , eccleshia claime its going to rain . raymond hope it doesnt . but in the end , it did . stuck under void deck , eecleshia stand in the rain . wayne decided to do retarded things . he ran then slided then bang on to the wall .. well , ya , around there . after that visit , blahblah then go for late dinner . they all eat lo , i didnt , then i started playing with the left over food . then wayne , eccleshia joined in . raymond and keith then started taking pictures . when i get the pics , i'll post it . hehes . well that all for yesturday .
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Audi pics
Wednesday, November 04, 20094:25 PM
  WOOOT ~ LOVEDIEYOU ~ |
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the fun that was ruined
Tuesday, November 03, 200910:24 PM
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so hard to walk away .
8:25 PM
i seriously hate holidayy . oaky larhs , still acceptable . at least can sleep lateee . and play audiiiii . :X want go lan liao . for fun . and i want to sleep . Zzz . wat the heck am i talking !Never the mind . LOL . I super high now a days siazxc . >.>
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Whoo ~
Monday, November 02, 20097:59 PM
going out le , THEN RAIN . Zzz ! cant go beach . then go void deck larissa and ecclashia do their nails . lucky mine already done . cause mine super hard do , got doucle layer derhs . after that , go .... go home . LOL . nth else liao . NOOBY RAIN CURSES ! LOL . oakyys larhs . i want to go liao.
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horiday are here man .
1:14 PM
it the first day of horiday in thye morning and im already BORED . luvky , someone ask me out HEHES ! im sure im gonna enjoy myself . so , later at night im gonna post about the day out WOOT ~~ excited YO !
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you sure ?
1:19 AM
you are always saying you are okayy , you think i dunno you are not ? only some retards will trust you being okay when youre not . no use lying to me . cause , i already know the truth . it just make me more upset when you continue lying about certain things . next time , you can just tell me the truth . i promise i wont mess up with it . just be truee .
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was sad before , but wasnt after .
12:59 AM
i tot we said it , agreed .. after was a dissapointment . nvm that . since i have to do it on my own . it wasnt bad at the end . you should one day get to know wats really the best . And yes , suan wen , you are going to be popular with the , PTL ! H ! and AMEN ! LOL . i hope things will still be in order ...
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visit-a-tion .
Friday, October 30, 20096:35 PM
woots ~~ went to visit the p6es that is coming to N426 . they are all so friendly , friendly enough to be my friend . LOL . i have much much fun visiting them , and looking forward to visit them Agn next weeeeeek . hehes . DUN WORRY , YOU KNOW I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE . IM ALSO THINKING ABOUT IT . MAYBE, WE ARE OVERREACTING , CAUSE NO MATTER WAT . NOTHING CAN COME IN BETWEEN US , AND SPOIL EVERYTHING . ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE . WE HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO . REMEBER THIS . YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE ANYMORE . I PROMISE .
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in line skating , BORING .
Wednesday, October 28, 20097:22 PM
today , got in line skating thing didnt skate at all ! actually want pon de lo ! stupid , thinking about parent being at home today . i decided to go . at the end , i think i made a bad choice over it . NVM about it . stop school talkys . after school , meet eecleshia and larissa , then eccleshia want borrow skates , then i lend her lo . then i skate also . hehes . then , suddenly , we talked about things we shouldnt really talked about on that particular time . nvm . i want to say , this was just the beginning dudette .
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Ten Court of Hell :OOOO
Tuesday, October 27, 20099:36 PM
im quite happy today . erhs , sort of . went to Haw Par Villa . go check in the internet if you dun know where . i learn and saw the ten courst of hell after i went in , and came out ,i didnt feel scared , but indeed i feel quilty , even small things like wasting food will be punished , wat more steal and lie . its a place where i started reflecting . i dun wanna go to hell , if you wanna go heaven , then behave yourself la . ask for forgiveness maten start anew . no more stealin , lying and gossipping and all :o . you dun wanna end up in hell eh ! ><
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toilet ! no wayy D:
9:32 PM
so boreddddddd .had to washy the toilettttttt ! == !~ and was totally wetttt ~! i got myself wet , who cares . it have been years since i wash the toilet . hehes . i likeee ~ NOT .
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too much risk
Thursday, October 22, 20098:08 PM
been thinking , and i think we have taken too much risk playing with her . now , nicole end up losing a friend . its just too much to bear . i dun think she cares whether we lose a friend anot . hais , my oh my . wat should we do nicole ?
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lucky lucky .
7:34 PM
i was scared i couldnt get promaoted to sec 2 eh . But , i got confidence i can liao ! pass ENG & 2 subs or pass any 4 subs to get promoted . Whee ~ so happy and tired today . well , yeah . thats about it . if only i knew .
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i dun know how to comprehend this
6:21 AM
i dissapointed you times and again , and i dunno if u gonna keep it up and still trust me . theres no other reason i think , that you will accept and forgive me , cause , its just too much for u to bear . now , even if you dun trust me , its okay . cause , i deserved what goes aronud me with how you feel about me . i didnt think of having second chances .
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im terrified of tmr .
Wednesday, October 21, 20097:12 PM
today , woke up , nothing to do then audi lo . audi then got maintainance . kena DC-ed because of it . play play play , paly till very late , blur blur . then eat dinner . wat a boring dayy . very scared tmr , because tmr paper result coming out ! heart trobs faster . hees . anyways , BORED . shall end it here .
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yawns !
Tuesday, October 20, 200910:28 PM
i cant believe i slept at 4am . woke up at 9 . after that go KKH . brother go check eyes , i dunno why tag along , damnn bored . lucky got peepal peii me talk through msgings . thanks yo ! after that go white sands , i tried the yogurt . taste nice and expensive lehh ! 30 cent per 10gram . ended up mother paying 4.60 for it . i find it ot really worth for just yogurt . 198 gram . << got twenty percent discount liaos . hais , nvm . nt my money >< . went home , sloped o the bed , then sleep . i woke up realised i slept . x.x now no mood sleep . can use com :D okayy end it here .
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especially for you .
10:22 PM
SHUARKS . i totally forgot about it . im sorry larhs . if you find a big deal there . okayys , Second month + 6 days . over . it still seems to me its only a month and we stopped wat we were always doing . i really hated the part when your phone is being confiscated == . spoil our funn tgt . anyways . dun angry liao larhs ! T.T ...
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fishy , fishy
Monday, October 19, 20099:50 PM
today woke up at 12 . so late >< then decided to go out find peepals . go fish farm with nicole , daphnie and angelene . so fun , go catch fishy . so pekchek , cant catch . catch fish , must chor lor . or not too gentle , forever wouldnt catch any . ai clean ? too bad , not a thing for you to do then . after that , go downtown , actually wan go lan de , but then elias no space for four . so downtown lo . go eat at just acia . cheap enough to afford >< . after that go arcade awhile , then go home le . so tired . fishy ar fishy , i counted , well , turned out counting the dead ones . got 5 dead . hahas :X ohya , i found out that that is call lonkang fishing . LOL >< thats all for now . TTFN . TaTaForNow .
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follow only you .
Sunday, October 18, 200911:16 PM
today pastor preached a very impactful sermon . it got me shhaking >< ~ i like it .
went to fellowship then home to audi . but was really tiring today . dunno why . hais bt holiday coming yo ! time to R and R . |
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back on the starting mark
Saturday, October 17, 20099:25 PM
im now currently at ....... the start of a race . i started but half way , i cheated . so im back at the starting line . ( dun think i really running la ,example nia )dun know wat i didnt . its so so wrong . i can barely hold the respondsibility . things dun go the way you wan , then give in . i dun wan to continue fighting back . if this is destinated , fated , then you cant change them .
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try .
Friday, October 16, 20091:14 PM
things come by , times and again . you , TOO . well , i got no comment about it . nothing is perfect , in every bad theres a good , every good is a bad . just like the ying yang . wat i believe in , is that nothing is impossible for us to do , so long as we try our very best .
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Omigosh .
Wednesday, October 14, 20098:59 PM
wahhseii , was scared out of my wits todayyy . REALLY very , stupid . cannot say it here eh . later kena caught . kena caught , no need talk liao . my worst days will come . wanna know wat happened ? ask me personally . :X i got a feeling . they are gonna find out !!!!!! feel damn damn guilty . SHAURKS MAN .SHHH ....
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Third day .
Monday, October 12, 20097:56 PM
lit and home econ today .slept for 1hour 15 min :O . after school , go find peepal . then clear misunderstanding . okay liao lo . after that , she shocked me in many wayys . but it's okay . peepal changes . wat more ? you dun expect them to change to wat you want them to be . it's their choice anyways . after that go mac . then go home . i didnt find you as surprising as last time . but you stil have time to change to want you always wanted to be.
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pictures For now .
Sunday, October 11, 20096:52 PM
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my leader got a GirlFriend ~~~~
6:45 PM
Finally , LOL . everybody was like , when is he getting one ? and now , he have . Woot~! hehes . RAYMOND . do you see this ? and and and , stop teasing me larhs T.T . very sad lehh ! ><~! Choo !
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second day .
6:41 PM
got history and maths P1 exam . total , 2hours and 45 mins . i slept for 1hour :O
. was astonished . i dun believe i slept so long ~~ i feel great waking up , but was not really doing well in my papers . i was far from my expectation , but you were just there for me . |
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Started EXAMS
Thursday, October 08, 20091:20 PM
Whee ~ exams Started . and i still SLACKING BACK . will try my best >< ! i dun wanna retain . will pay big times stayin back sec 1 again . today english paper 2 .
i slept after paper for like , 30mins . its like SO LONG . at first , its so HOT in class . i couldnt concentrate doing it . try my best liao . BLAME THE STUPID FANNNNNN ! woke up just on time . Kekes . Boiing ! next next .. chinese paper next . i didnt sleep lehh ! good horhs x.x got wind , so its okay . hehes . i dun wan to continue talking back , i just want things to go right . |
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Big and Confusing .
Tuesday, October 06, 20095:30 PM
life is not perfect , things is BIG and CONFUSING . If you dun trust her , then why put in your blog like as if its a matter of fact that i said that ? in which , you were thinkin , why the hell i talk to you if i hated you ? means wat ? seems things wouldnt go right still . i didnt say its always your fault at all things . And if you think i DID really jump into conclusion , then fine . my fault , my fault . Everything that started was all my fault . i no friends , my own fault . i didnt say i hate you but still things are like this , my fault . make it that everything i did was wrong . my fault . and even you cry , my fault . and i cry , my problem . i caused it . i had had enough . my parents seems to know a little about it .but in the end , my father told me , its a small matter . why did i cry for ? CRAZY ? . i then told him its a small thing to him . but a BIG thing to me . i wouldnt cry just becasue of small things . i cant believed i cried so hard , so badly yesturday .
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Bus Conductor SUCKS
Thursday, October 01, 20093:03 PM
this is my 150Th post . blahblahblah . damn angry today .most dao mei for this semester .CRAP . stupid bus conductor .she think she bus conductor can do whatever she want arhs .she want check the ezlink thingy . i say i never bring mine she say Wat , who say never mind .i say ten times she say ten times =-= cause i currently using brother one cause i didn't take mine ezlink back from school.then she Say wat that card is for k1 k2 then i say i k3 stay back many many year . cannot arhs ? Act fierce , who scared her siol Wat kind of condfuctor is this .dun smile De . stupid , so old liao , go find more suitable job to do .dun require her to smile like sweeping the streets la .Hearing got problem , =,= then go get a hearing aids la .i will make sure i dun see her unglam face another time. so guai LAN ! feel like boxing her . she some more embarrassed me in front of all the people in the bus . KAUS . HAIS . spoil my day liao la . should have take her photo down then post . let the world whole see her poked FACE
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URL
Wednesday, September 30, 200912:03 AM
have moved , have change , have different web link .
www.kidnapmai-heart.blogspot.com . time to UPGRADE . |
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shuarks man !
Tuesday, September 29, 200911:31 PM
wah , die liao la . my phone LAG like HELL . off diao immediately . on back , phone batt low .ni mama la !~ auto kup de phone . want continue talk back de lehh . auto kup . QI SI WO . now cant on back >.> . too bad , it was a goood chance slippeDD away~~ nvm . i can still survive on that . isshhxx .~~!! anyways , scared get him into trouble also . dun wan call back larhs . make more trouble if call back . hais , no need she care who am i right . know each other , that means friend larhs . no common sense ? cannot think arhs ? brain~less ..
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now !
10:42 PM
i seriously hate my blogSkin peeps . i wanna change butie lazy w0rs . how lehh . hais . nvm . once i not that lazy liao then change >< . irritating siol . WAKAKAS . i going to m.i.a audi soon le la . sian daoooo !! lvl 19 no big deal . >< Chhooo !
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sitting out .
6:37 PM
last post >< didnt do science hw . 24 pupils didnt . all 24 must sit outside classroom do finish hw liao then can go in .well no need say . me and nicole and angelene was the last to go in . sianzxc . still okay larhs . i tot >< dun care larhs . todayys .lated for school for no reason again . woke up at 7.20 .lalala ~ then after recess , late go up class kena from form teacher . about 15 students were late . and of course . im one of them . hais . nvrmind barhs . cher say waste her time . she make us stand in front of the class for 20 min then scold us . then like she wasting her own time lo . i was like behind . yeah yeah yeah . i almost burst out laughing when i was talking back to her silently . Whatever lo ! heck care . XP
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sleepy alright .
Sunday, September 27, 20099:41 PM
almost couldnt wake up today, cause last night i was on the phone with my Gandi . like 12.40 when we hung up .today damn bored . even though i was out the WHOLE day. first went to meet eccleshia . then go mac buy frappe !~ itys like early in the morning and we drank frappe . SUPPPPEERRR cold can !! double chocolate frappe rocks . and it is fattening though :X okay after that , when to service . clever Enough i show the msg that raymond texted me about where the CG members are sitting to the usher . and we . of course , found the sit . skip skip . got BS after that . was having quite a bad mood then . but soon was okay when i was like " PLAYING " during CL BS lesson :X . thanksalot eccleshia for cheering me up :DD after that eecleshia go home le i fellowship with CG members lo .mood wasnt really good still >< GOT people keep keep keep DISTURBING me . ISHHX ! Go simei then tampines Lan . i was like the only girl but ITS OKAY :D . i didnt play . the guys is like playing DOTA and battle field which is really alien to me at first place . and so i nothing to do i draw mindmap for my art lo . after that i was like battery low . at about 7 then zhao go home . tired lehh . >< wan sleep liao . kekes . NIGHTS :DD
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Omnimax , here we come .
Saturday, September 26, 200912:42 AM
art club has an outing . but was stuck in class . were supposed to be at the canteen taking break , so that we wouldnt go to the omnimax on an empty stomach .but the problem is , me and nicole is stuck in the class room with my other classmates .must read storybook , and be quiet or else the class will have to stay back . i was like nicole ! how ? somemore we are talking one end to another end from the class .well , of course the teacher reaslied and said ,' im surprised you both can still talk from one end to another end of the class . then since i kena embarrassed liao , i walked right to teacher's table then tell him . i have to freaking get out of the room because the bus is coming and leaving 1.30 straight and now is 1.25 . then the teaxcher let me and nicole out . everybody in class say walao .. LOL ..
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nicole's comb
12:37 AM
someone in class during chinese lesson was gently swinging nicole big embarrassing comb . teacher standing beside her and she didnt realised . nicole and me is like pointing ...she then turn around and reaslised the teacher staring at us . we couldnt stop laughing already by then .the ore we look at her the more i want to laugh . laugh till cant manage to breath . stomach cannot take it .sholud really focus on studying now . just like ... 5 more days to exam ? having bad mood nowadays . normal arhs normal . :P
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conFIScated
12:35 AM
phone kena confiscated by form cher . its like , WATEVER . at the end of the class she ask me y i was using the phone . i said i want to use the dictionary ,cause idunno how spell a word . she den say . tell me the truth , i want to know the truth . i told her i was ! the she talk talk talk . then take phone back then go reccess . sounds lame ... keke
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wat a joke .
12:21 AM
she , had gave me that attitude again.u dun even think , she know she did till the next day.i wanted to tell her not to show me that attitude but i didnt . PPIIFFTT .should have done it .not me then not me la . want doubt . your problem . problem , SOLVED .
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still like this.
Thursday, September 24, 200911:51 PM
damn sian , really really no mood to post AT ALL . just too many things happening around. and i couldnt keep up . just normal , too normal . watcha gonna say about this ? . things have beens messed up larhs , but then still have to continue with life right ? not always you will right de larh horh . sometime i win ,sometime you win , then enough la . still want what revenge . Lame lehh . gonna stop here . actually got many thing to post about but i LAZY . yes , i spelt that out . L A Z Y . and i just did . must think for people , if people lay . then you be patient la okay ? hehes . late le , need go sleep . tmr got school . NIGHTS :D
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stare stare stare , one day dig your eye out.
Monday, September 14, 20097:29 PM
today was an ..tiring day . but was still okay for a FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL after a break . well , its very nice to know friends are missing you ! lessons are "GREAT" today...
my gandi says its been a month talking to each other . LOL so he asks me to blog it down:D . wow , a month . talking to each other... sounds wrong .. LOL anyways , today me and angelene wan go shop and save . go there , got people stare == . stare stare stare , DIG OUT HIS EYE ARHS !!!.. confirm someone who stares at people thinkin that WE will steal THEIR stuffs =.= . so obvious he staring at us still want act not ... okayy , im done here . ^^ |
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the dis and advantage .
Saturday, September 12, 20094:26 PM
i have always tried to give in , no matter the reaction or the words replied . well , if you decided you want to prove you are true to your words , then hold on the roller coaster ride cause things will go up and down . may and may not believe , it depends . in the storm . be my calm .
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happening , AGAIN
4:21 PM
again ! its happening again . now wat should i do ? i always tried to give in , forgive ,another chance .and wat does it takes to give in ? courage and faith. but it hurts , it hurt real much ... Now , i dun know if i should continue doing wat i always do . Lalala ~ you dun deserve my everything.dun rob me till i dry up . im already trying my best .
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3:57 PM
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okay and alright
Friday, September 11, 20092:14 AM
okay . I'm done with relinking and linking . Wat next ? things have gone so chaotic . i still stay there emotionless . dun rob me till i dry up . I'm already trying me very best . and just realised , you dun deserve my everything . Why not just tell me Wat's wrong the keeping me in the dark then when i continue doing Wat you dun like , you got even more fed up . so the whole point , summary , got anything tell me straight , dun keep it in your heart. i hurt you more deeper from this instant where you dun want to tell then . not my problem already . so think about it . well sometime you think doing this way is better then that way , and it turn out wrong , dun quit. but continue instead . its alright to and to learn from your mistakes .
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DEAD
Wednesday, September 09, 200910:51 PM
my blog is dead liao , no more post to keep it full .no more heartbeat . nvm . i will do a miracle on it and to keep it alive ..
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RANDOM LARHS !! make you slept ..part 2
Thursday, September 03, 200910:30 PM
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE :
Have you been in love ? not really Do you believe in love at first sight ? nope Do you currently have a crush ? nope Have you ever broken anyone 's heart ? Yeah.. sad thing >< Have you ever been hurt emotionally ? YES . family problems Ever had your heart brokened and when ? Not yet . Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling him/her?i dun even like any one Are you afraid commitment ? nope duhh Who was the last person you hugged ?dunno Who was the last person you said i love you too ? someone i love in my lifE? TEN THIS OR THAT : Love or lust ? Love . Hard liquor or beer ? none ? Cats or dogs ? doggies A few best friends or any regular friends ?ALL Creamy or crunchy ? crunchy Wild night out or romantic night ? acceptable at both range . lols Money or happiness ? Happiness . Night or day ? Both IM or phone ? Phone TEN HAVE YOU EVERS : Been caught sneaking out ? its like duhh Seen a polar bear ? Obviously . one in the zoo Done something you regret? who dun have regrets ? Bungee jumped ? NO WAY Eaten food that fell on th floor ? hahas .. yeah >< Finished an entire jaw breaker ? gobstoppers ?? yeah Been caught naked ? nope OBVIOUS Wanted any GF/BF back? no ?? Cried because you lost a pet ? i dun care =.= Wanted to disappear ? most of the time TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER : Smile or eyes ? smile Light or dark hair ? It doesn't matter Hugs or kisses ? Both Shorter or taller ? Taller Intelligence or attraction ? Both Topman or zara ? ...wat? Funny or serious ? Funny . Older or younger ? Older , but not too old , obviously Outgoing or quiet ? Outgoing Sweet or bad ? sweet? TEN HAVE YOUS : Ever performed infront of a large crowd ?yeah .. and embarassing Ever talked on a phone longer than an hour ? for me , of course Ever tried walking on your hands ? i cmi Ever been to a rock concert ? nope too noisy . Ever been on a cheerleading team ? ekk . no Ever been on a dance team ? yeahh Ever been on a sports team ? yeah . netball ? Ever been in a drama play/production ?nope . Ever owned a BMW ,Mercedes Benz ,Escalade or Bentley? i dun drive Ever been in rape video ? ?!?! TEN LASTS : Last phone call you made ? nicole Last person you hugged ? .... nicole Last person you hung out with ?? nicole Last time you worked ? i only sleep lols ! kidding Last person you IM-ed to ?... dunno lehh Last person you texted to ? nicole Last person(s) you went to movies with ? eccleshia Last person/thing you missed ? i dunno . Last website visited ?me blog . |
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change it
10:19 PM
i kinda hate this blogskin and wanna change it . BORED . got many post should be post but didnt have the energy to think. so forget about the last times ... im gotta relink peeps soon REALLY REAL SOON .so plz be patient >< THANKALOTS
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wait
Wednesday, August 26, 20099:20 PM
IM GOING TO UPDATED REAL SOON . SO PLS PLS PLS BE PATIENT WITH ME >< ! THANKS SO MUCHIE
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RANDOM LARHS !! make you slept ..
Thursday, August 06, 200910:15 PM
) Which school did you go to?LYSS2) What classes were you in?1A23) What was/were your favorite lesson(s)?none . 4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?10am ? 5) List down your favorite food/snacks.i cant think1) Did you have a nickname way back in primary school?dun think so 2) How did you wear your socks?with my hands? 3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?no duhh 4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?umm . yeah Punishment1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.i didnt learn my spellings for many times , and eventually got ticked off in front of the class.2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?i noit sure about this .3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.tried many times but most of the times getting caught 4) Did you vandalize any school property?who dun? ....5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?i wont make a teacher cry . but pissed? yeah 6) Who was your favourite teacher?i hate teachers ....7) Describe your DM.black ... no offence 8) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?......i told you i hated teachers . so i dun realise wat they do Social Circle1) Were you popular back then?no of course .2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?no group..3) Who were your best friends?i cant remember . i dun think i have one 4) Did you and your friends have nicknames?nope .. wait yeah . for nicole ong .hees 5) What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?what? y dun you ask my how many times i have this FAVOURITE memories.Co-curricular Activities1) What type of CCA were you in?1 . Art Club2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?nothing .3) What did your CCA require you to do?listen ? and sleep . im jking4) Got injured?no.but got embarassed5) Crushes/Lovers?is this part of CCA column? Closing Ceremony1) How did primary school change you?it didnt change me . 2) Sing one verse of your school song.i forgot . 3) Who/what will you remember from your primary school?.... most of them ? 4) Any memories you will not forget?dunno lehh see first . ---------------------------------------------------------------------------1.Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N jo 2.Are you single?DUHH 3.What is your favorite number? i dun have fave number . i go random on them 4.What is your favorite color?pur~purple 5.Least favorite color?..... dk ? 6.What are you listening to?my fan blade thats making wind out of it ? 7.Are you happy with your life right now?well, not sure . maybe not now 8.Are you involved with anyone?inVOLVE ? wat does this mean ? 9.What is your favorite subject in school/ college?i though i said none already ? 10.Do you shop at Abercrombie?huh ? anyone heard of this place?who knows 11.Do you have money?nope . but my parents have 12.Would you take an ex back?i dun have an ex .. err... okay have larhs but NOT COUNTED.13.Are you outgoing?maybe? 14.Are you gay?im a girl and ?? 15.Where do you wish you were right now?HEAVEN .16.What should you be doing right now?sleeping. there classes tmr .17.Do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth?nope , i dun swear . i promise18.Where were you last night?bedROOm19.What is today's date?6/8/0920.Who was the last person to call you baby/babe?.... HMM....21.When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?i dun do grocery shopping22.Anyone crushing on you?ask those peeps not me ? 23.Has anyone ever sang to you?my brother whose voice that could wake up the dead24.Has anyone ever given you roses?i wish so .. LOL 25.If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?i will survive .. not 26.Who do you text the most?i dunno . let me check How do you make your money?steall .. lols kidding First person to text today?let me check FIRSTWhat is your favorite color?i though i answer to it What color are your eyes?look into my eye . i dunno ...What is a compliment you receive often?hmmmm...How tall are you?158.. short enough =.=Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?someone HEES . just .Do you like your parents?SUmtimes . Do you secretly like someone?like likiing my goldfish? Is there someone you would like to meet of the opp.sex?next time . we talk about thisWhere is the furthest place you've traveled?hong kong? Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?BOTHDo you look more like your mom or your dad?mum . if i look like my dad means i look like my grandma which totally sucksHow long does it take you to shower?an hour . lols Who is your bf?bf in the sense ?Who is your best sisters?.... GOLDFISH barhs ? Can you do splits?last time . Can you speak any other language than English?chinese? middle name is?...How many hours of sleep did you get last night?4 hour plusDo you wear your seatbelt in the car?nope . it sucks . Are you scared of flying?air plane still okay . What do you sleep in?bed ? then ? on my sister? Who was the last person you kissed?no one is worth my kiss Do you like funny people or serious people?funny people like duhh ! What are you listening to?ifan blade ... lols Is the last person you kissed older than you?I TOLD YOU NO ONE IS WORTH MY KISSLast movie you saw in theaters?transformer 2What were you doing at midnight last night?naggings from parents Are you left handed?left hander sucks . but im a left hander lols When is your birthday?15 FEB -------------------------------------------------------------
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the point of it .
Wednesday, August 05, 20098:31 PM
First , how i get you involve ?
second ,who say i dun wan pay ? you got hear me say i dun wan pay? third ,i say to somone else also not to you ? then y extra ? forth , i never think Farvin open bank lorhs . fifth ,i where got spread things ? want spread wat ? sixth ,i got ask people respect me ? for wat ask? not that BHB go ask . seventh,i never say i got more friend then you right ? eighth, wat ever it is . it doesnt even concern you in the first place . you were not at the shop when Farvin ,nicole, suriwani ,fathzira and me agreed on things. so wat you want to proof?evidence? |
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me and the reason why
8:22 PM
i kept everything to myself . because i dun wan to show how i feel . i dun wan to do this on my own .i have my own reason wny i kept you thinking . but you are just not the person suitable to be. i dun see you being mindful though . nvm
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now you see
8:19 PM
everyday is the same , i changed my mind. i dun wan to do this anymore .its not worth my tryingness. so pissed off by someone today. to be exact, im always pissed by her just that i didnt show her .and today .i show her that im real pissed off with wat she always make me feel .never ending war? i hope it stop soon
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not following
8:04 PM
i feel so lousy this few days.i though i could on . but i cant . everything is so chaotic ,when things arent funny ,you still have to go on to the next level still trying hard to strike and achieve .everytime kena scolding . you think fun ? my sister can even cat fight with my grandma, never kena scolding i talk to my grandma abit BS then kena scolding like shit .my father say wat she your grandma . you think wat? i cannot think ? i want do my own way,cannot ?then follow you like wat ? its now going to change .
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if not for you .
Monday, August 03, 20095:56 PM
been really TRYING to be a real joker now but realised i cant . those feelings goes around me . i may die one day soon .not inthe outside but in the inside. i tried to look happy , be happy on the outside .but i couldnt do it anymore. its takes up faith , and trust . eventually felt stupid . nothing works without you . i wont survive without . imagine that ...
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indoor stadium then MALALSia
5:47 PM
yesturday was AWESOME . i love the yesturday but i know i have to move on . hahas look at the ceiling . for the whole night . so lonely ...then time to wake up for eccleshia . go indoor stadium .waited the DOOM queue . wented in. then it goes blah blah blah . after that meet family members then go malaysia STRAIGHT . i got headache but cant sleep . reach malaysia do stupid stuffs . crap around which i think my cousin loves . my cousin laughed more now . I LIKE IT ! hahs okay reach home 12.00 damn tired THEN I GO SLEEEEEP . wake up .. not excited to go school .. ahhahas okokok BYES
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i wanna tell you that i care
5:38 PM
i care care care for you . many people does . aww.. understand that we want you :) this is totally for you . i think you should know who this goes to yeah? i know it have been though for you this days ya ?i dun blame you for you attitude cause i know this is normal .if not you are not human beings . we love you the way you are and wants you to feel that we care and are concern about you , during this kind of periods of your life , its a test to test how strong are you emotionally and physically . stay strong girl . you can do it . just remember , we will be ALWAYS by your side :) and you found out about our conversation . well hope you understand , we were trying to make things goes better . remember ? i told you we will pull you through, together , forever . ILY .
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some day .
5:34 PM
some day , i may kill my grandma with a knife . or maybe just things around me may kill her . i totally wants to go home . yes ! home . but thinking hard , i dunno know where to go . because this place i am now , is just a place i can sleep at . no peace . totally . you all say , try to understand her . its for my own good ? for 5 years of KNOWING her . not enough ? well well . i think i will kill her ... lols OH god bring her to "HEAVEN" before its too late for you and me and my grandma ...
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da stay over
Sunday, August 02, 20091:29 AM
now , im at eccleshiA's house ,damn tired now . wanted to sleep but dun want larhs . make it more interesting . going malaysia straight after going service later . go see my sick cousin , she damn hao xin mei hao bao de lorhs nvm . i just wan to go there extra hahas . i using eccleshia laptop now . i spell so many wrong words and eccleshia says i can go oxford uni . lols ! okok short post for now i really cant type on such laptop . so diff from com !! i want one like NOW!! hahas buy for me arhs lols . okokok BYES |
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my "wants"
Friday, July 31, 20095:31 PM
my my my , im so dead .my phone camera screen drop liaos. which means spoilt ... ok , it looks WEIRD . anyways ,im gonna live with it still . no more new phone !! and i want a laptop BADLY .. well , let me wait . i know i will get it soon . lols .totally tired this days . tempreture got HIGH . but not high till 37.6 well . yeah . nth to say le . blogGing soon . hahas
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i'll stay .
5:23 PM
despite your attitude ,i will stay by your side . dun worry cause i know your are a HB (human being ). and HB do wrong things and they arent perfect . agree? but but but , just dun go too overboard cause i hope you know im a HB too i got feelings , you know ?...you know i care , so just try not to disappoint me ya ? lets not think about wat happen in the past and continue to look into the bright future ahead . any problems, just talk to me . i will try to understand and help .
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changed
5:20 PM
i dunno wat happened , but i just getting more so called hating you . your attitude towards me just change . like WAT ? ...i also dun know wat to do now .well i think about it , and i just cant tell you . cause i know it really hurts . so , wat shall i do now? keep quiet ?... maybe...
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balance , balance .
Monday, July 27, 20094:35 PM
was freaking bored today , i didnt get a chance to get high .lols i always try though .i find it nice and pleasant when someone smile , laugh at your joke.isnt it ?well for me . yes it is nice , and it makes my day too .but i come to know that , i cant go crazy all the time.cause , it needed balances,theres time to go crazy and times to go serious .and mind wat you joked about ..some joke just fade away , just like how fast you sneeze.after seconds later , nothing seems to happen .but for some , it may last longer then you think which some really hurt the other partner . damn bored now ........... nvm byeS next post coming up soon . aww .. pray that it would XD
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home econ .
4:29 PM
today got home econ practical work . and i love it . usually people dun dirty their hands but i did .its sauce to marinate the chicken.i dirtied my hands and showed to other classmate .they totally freak out .well . i ran out of time . so thats a SHORTCUT .i do wat i think i should do to make things go fast .then reccess we stay in class to eat the THINGYS . after school got test . confrim fail i tell you . i dun even understand . wat sodium wat proteins de .wateva it is i need to learn how to love more . i got so sticked to one , and i didnt bother about the another .. i bet she felt lefted out . im gonna make things straight and make sure no one gets lefted out in the group , the circle of friends .
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napfa .
4:26 PM
LAte late late postssss..
okay first off . got napfa . my results are satifying for me.wanna know? ask and you shall KNOW ... ahahs i tell you secondary school napfa SO SO SO much better then primary school's.i love secondary de . !! okok NEXt ! |
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back again .
Wednesday, July 22, 20098:29 PM
back again to blog . well , i got my fathers password again so now i can blog MORE often . got project to do siols . and that dtupid classmae of mine haven even start i start liaos . okay larhs quite good . now can use com more often . i fixe4d java and i can play more games . LIKE FINALLY . termometer spoilted .. lucky got extra . hahas . today rain then fetch angelene . poor nicole got to sit bus . cause i cant contact her . lols . okay gtg Byes .! ^^
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you gotta PAY .
Tuesday, July 21, 20093:56 PM
have nth to say liaos . have not been using com you know ~! guai rites ?!? hahas never think of computer for like a week . i didnt complain about it too . lols the thing is i sleep all the way . HAHAS >< been not playing audi lerhs because i addicted . Dunno WHO say holiday can get addicted hais , nvm .
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Spoilt
Saturday, July 18, 20092:56 PM
 we have nothing to do for a few hours we treated that as our house ate coco crunch . and made a coco crunch fight .all over the floor ? . COCO CRUNCH damn sad when we couldnt watch the movie HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE .. eccleshia, also damn damn sad . will catch it another day . |
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School rumour
2:50 PM
"Loyang Secondary School. It was rumoured that in the 4th floor girl’s toilet at the old block, it is haunted and that is why the lights are kept on for 24 hours. Those students who had helped out in the AVA room claimed to see a lady walking along the backstage."
could this be true? http://www.hungzai.com/haunted-schools-1/ check it out . ITS RUMOURS ALRITE . got those RuMOUR by kristy . i was damn shock . i really dun wanna hear about this . hahahs |
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go random .
2:37 PM
 too random . i spoilt that >< randoming .  going church from eli's house NTS . |
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gosh .
Sunday, July 12, 20099:40 PM
ahve not been updating . i guess i cant even blog for the next few days though . okay today . went to service , didnt go for feollowship cause i hardly eat with my parents now . so i took a chance today isnstead of going fellowshiping with my cell group . well , i went out the next half a day shopping . hahas . which i think its incredible . ok i gotta go again . will update very soon .
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nothing else then this
Thursday, July 09, 20098:25 PM
gotta blog fast le . wented dinnered with kristy eccleshia and eli erhs ... on wednesday .played in maths class like hell . ok . today decided to go school late.7.15 meet nicole tiffany angelene kristy jascinta and her friend . we ate at white sands mac . then nicole me and angelene reached school at 9.15.mr nathan say 3 o clock see him . then like wat the hell . must surrender our ezlink . then waste my time stayback till 3 ... watever ! came home liaos damn tired then i sleep . ok . my blog seems so dead . posts come out late . haix .
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wat is youth day ?
Monday, July 06, 200910:21 PM
urgh... tell me wat is youth day . ? i totally hate these days ...they sucks like ... HELL . i got more job like folding clothes .i preferred going to school for goodness sake .i didnt even go out larhs . pathetic eh ? ... hais . next time , i would never want such days for a month ! ... cant even use computer today too . omg , i just realise i cant stop conplaining lols . okay stopping here liaos larhs ..hees .
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fight .
Sunday, July 05, 20098:54 PM
my sister and my grandma cat fight .they beat up each other and punching each other .so so so fierce !i dun wanna talk about it liaos . long story .and the same samke story . like history repeating itselfs again .okay i should stop here about it .
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fasting .
8:51 PM
today i need to cook for my family spaghetti , cause im good at it .. lols its special request . and i wasd like . i have to fast and you tell me to cook my fave food before break fast!!! and i cook . ENDURING ... 1hour later BREAK FAST . i grab my portion . and i ate . i was like THANK GOD FOR DA FOOD .
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emotions
8:47 PM
they go up ,they go down.sometimes left or right ? .try understanding .control your emotions or it will control you .they are challenging you . dun give in to them.dun give the emotions of yours to others . im sure you will hurt those you give too ...and im sure you wont want a rollar coaster ride about your friendship eh? . i tell you . its like hell .
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why?
8:43 PM
i dunno wat ya thinking but i seriously tried to help,sorry if i didnt anything wrong.nobody is perfect .dun say you are .i make mistake and so do you . if thats wat you think about me ,well i guess wats wats , i cant change facts about wat you feel about me .
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crazy after it .
8:35 PM
i was totally crazy in school nowadays .i got like damn hyper can ! ok i was laughing in class then go change class . then pass by a class, my history teacher . thne she say to the class , today learn chapter 6 then i shout into the class while walking . today i learn chapter 7. everybody was like ...... lols nts ... but i realised i still dont feel right in school . i dunno wat larhs . i need more time .
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again ! ...
8:28 PM
i just realised i got time restriction for my computer time again.is like wat !and i bought acash again .now left like 18k. bought a shoe in audi . i look much taller then the boys . damn funny . i have to keep things short i got only an hour . forgive my father . he doesnt want me to have more time on it . lols
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not like this .
8:20 PM
why does he likes to scold me and put his anger on me !!i didnt even do anything wrong but he just scold me . i straight away go in my room .i cant do anything else .i just felt bad . it pressure me larsh .he always do that to me . and i didnt want to tell him that .cause its a waste of time.i tried that once .all he do was to put me down . but i knew he didnt realised it . not at all .
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sorry s0rry .
Saturday, July 04, 20094:00 PM
i got many thing to blog about . is only i didnt ! okay now i left one minute on the computer i blog in my phone le .. will blog all of then soon
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a day out . with eccleshia
3:55 PM
after the movie at ehub , TRANSFORMERS ! just took a few photo to kill time while walking to aunt janes house from ehub .
 killing hER just skip this  dark but acceptable  night dreaming? |
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school ?
3:50 PM
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can someone tell me y ?
Monday, June 29, 20095:31 PM
... have always been asking myself why my grandmother is so NOT like other grandmother .. GEES ... even my friends dun like her .. she scolds my friends? wat is this ?!?! use computer not her problem rite? she shout into my ears because of it .. call my father say wat she use the com for very very long when i just use the com like an hour or so ...damn feel like ... PUNCHING her .. ..at the end kena scolding from my father again =.= why ! why ! why ! .. now rite , i wish im not at home liaos ... its my grandmother who change the whole situation about me wanting to be home ..... make me feel so angry , no mood do anything .. EVEN STUDY ... oh man . i really need close parental support .. lols .. my report book got write also . but that was when i young that time .. till now i also think i dun have THAT feeling of being close to my parents .. they dun make time to some sort be with me? aww.. worst part is like my parents always gang up with my grandma to make me feel worst. bleks ..only know how side my grandma . i want to be home rite? is not i dun want .is because of my grandma rite ... @#$%^&* ... ahya , saying all this like no use liaos .. i also dunno how to communicate with them too .. it just aches my heart . with the pain inside , i dunno wat to do with it . i dunno who to share it with too ...home seems to have everything . but to me .. thats the place for me to just sleep ... i dun feel good at home .i know its just trouble coming my way when i get home ... if kena eye contact with my grandma . guess wat . she scolds ...she everything only because of darryl scold me , he fall himself she scold me .. wat the ! ... ARGHH ... FORGET LARHS ..
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started liking school
3:00 PM
i like starting liking school .. like now ?? but i will sometime miss audi . lols and now a days . i would feel more like beening at home then anywhere else . well reason number one . not enough sleep . number two . lazy go anywhere else .. well of course i played audi when i get home . but i promised those i promised that i will do well and study hard this semester till the end ... and im sure i can do it . hees .. dun tempt me in any ways . i will survive !! ^^
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a long day . yesturday .
Sunday, June 28, 20097:01 PM
yesturday met eccleshia and michelle at 11.30 .go jurong for service . then after that go to the lvl 1 water fountain there . played with water . plucked flower and put it in the fountain . eccleshia dared me to put my feet in . and i did . lols .. after that got dun forget the lyrics thingy ... wat i like the most was the air con . well ... wat i hated most was my spoilt shoes .. i hope no want really did realised .. its spoilt since the afternoon ... SKIP .. then finish the thingy then go kfc . its like i everyday eat larhs ! okay after that go home by mrt . from jurong , we embarassed michelle .. well eccleshia started saying something about me ..after that go whitesands meet kristy ... after that go home . sian .. school starting tmr ... ! ahya i dun wan go ... never mind i go. BLEKS
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singapore flyer pic
6:55 PM
 my mom , father , and me ! family photo its like the first photo i took with my mum since last year ..  nice rite ! my brother and me |
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vivo pics uploaded .
6:43 PM
 at vivo eccleshia with slippers .. looks excited . me and eccleshia another pic having fun in the water .. hope we can go out more often . |
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singapore FLYER!
Friday, June 26, 200910:57 PM
wented to singapore flyer today . its like . abit bored but did take some photos . its really 30mins of height .. im scared of height . but its okay . lols not scary at all . after that eat , then go see merlion . then go bugis . i think we went on the flyer at 3.30 ? afternoon .. not really that nice but okay larhs . go bugis bought pant . and present for michelle , hope she likes it . branded okay .but i was like damn late in giving her a present larhs .her birthday is like so over . . lols after that come home le lorhs . tiring day for me . tmr still need meet michelle at 11.30 .. its like so EARLY .. okay larhs ... early .. not so .. so today nidda sleep early .. BUT still gonna audi . and and and , school starting soon . dunno dun care .. go school go school lorhs .. nicole not going lehh
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post for yesturday, 25th june
3:27 AM
woke up at 11 . played audi to 1 meet eccleshia at 2 . meet eliz, michelle, jacob and mark sean at near 3 . go to expo . meet my kor , go to expo hall one conference room one .reached near 4.30 barhs?meet other cell group members, prayer meeting there .. till 5++ i think . go eat then queue up then go in to hall one dunno wat . then buy water blah blah till 7.20 . reach back, start SOS . SOS~ed till 11 i think . then go white sands eat with eccleshia , we share share .. then bus~ed back home . eccleshia's bus came later then mine so i got up first and that time was like .. 12.41 . i rmbed .. only passenger on the bus .. and its bangala driving ... lols got off the bus . went home .. outside my door , smelled durian . was like . OMG . i love it . back then when i bused back from the time i when vivo and bused back , larissa and kristy was like talking about durian waiting for them at home .. i was like JEALOUS .. but then durians were waiting for me today !! i felt so LOVE ~ED .. lols cant be more excited to finish them all up ... MUAKAHAHA ...i will indulge them all .. you WANT ? .. lols
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post for ... 24th june
3:12 AM
today is a sort of a short day for me . i woke up at 5pm.which i broke my record at 1.42pm.ok nothing to do so use com lorhs ...none of the games in my com works as the java script thingy is not present...sian left audi . go play ,kena addicted ..fast horhs .. suddenly felt like buying acash .and at the end i bought 20k acash ... like not enough lorhs .. bought face, a clothe and a pant ,it costed me 20dollars larhs .but worth it for once .make my avatar look nicer ^^ hees .i got platimum dj deck and acash clothing . for free . the clothe look abit weird and funny .well today didnt use com till da morning cause my father caught me using the com till 5am .not big deal actually , so nowadays , he keep spying on me about it ...
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random stuffs going on
Wednesday, June 24, 200912:55 AM
i slept like at 5 plus two days ago and supposed to have bs after a few hours time .. starts at 11 and i woke up at 10.49 . was like damn shocked ..but good thing is . theres no bs .. i was like cool and i when back to sleep .. wahh now my grandmother really getting on my nerves ... cant take her any longer ... shes just ..... nvm cant describe .. father planning to go sit singapore flyer this friday .. i was thinking , GOT SOS .. then think again .. heng changed to thursday night .. cant wait to finish my first bs book + test .. eccleshia's not done yet ... JYS ! and eccleshia , on saturday , i really hope you can win lols ... the cheer could be the charm and help you win .. so you think its a good idea the whole cell group cheer that cheer ? your mother cooks nice curry, was really very nice indeed ...hahahs . arghh.. i nothing to say liaos. and its going to be boring day for me .. today .. no one jio me out ... anyway i also lazy .. ok , wateva , ... guess i will sleep all i want ...
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Schools to re-open as scheduled despite H1N1 situation
Tuesday, June 23, 20092:32 AM
omg , i hate it .... wat wat wat H1N1 flu is serious ! gosh .. i wanna sleep more .. forget it , the nation is not helping by spreading it more..lols ..so we can have extended holidays ... wait ..this is like stupid larhs ... extend one week also wont die .. more safe wat .. hais anyways , the ministry has already decided . nothing else we can do .
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no i dun like it ..
Monday, June 22, 200911:25 PM
today met up with raymond , kristy ,eccleshia and her friend larissa .Go play block catching . its like tiring larhs ..i dun like the part where we go like ARH ! run run run he coming he coming ... everybody is like damn scared . run while screaming .we were tired so we cheated , we go by lift that wasnt supposed to be used so we went in go 1st floor to 10th floor , 10th floor to 1st floor but suddenly 5th floor stop we were squating all scared that it was raymond so all stand up when open .. but it wasnt him . it was someone we dunno . that guys was like ARHH!! he jumped .. we screamed too .. then the lift go down is like damn funny. blah blah , then after that went to kou fu to meet michelle then suddenly talk about the fun forget the lyrics thingy then raymond made a cheer it goes ... nvm i dun wan to say . .after that raymond when back. then the rest went to my house talk talk try to ask eli along to vivo . but she didnt want to go so we went there ourself without michelle too .. go there see see look look .. then go in the so called "walking pool " .. its shallow enough .. okok then abit losted there trying to find a place to eat but cant find the place course too big ..then found burger king then just ate there ..then need go home before 10 so go home lorhs ...after that the stupid thing came . i cannot go through harbourfront mrt station . my card not enough money .. damn retard . i didnt have money to pay ! no one has .. so i go tell the person i cannot go through .he like damn slow in doing things .. then i got through .. embarassing. then in the mrt ,i found out something very DAMN STUPIDD i tell you . i got another ezlink card with me .. inside got like 5 dollars in it ...i was like damn angry ..ok wateva ... then sit bus go home .. the end .. got some photo to upload ... give me more time will upload soon ...
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splitting personalities
12:14 AM
figuring out y some people have fake personalities when its not really wat they wanted .. is like they need to have that fake personalities to just fit in into other persons life ..maybe because they dun wan to lose their friends ... well sometimes im really into this situation in times , i was caught up in it ..and i also realised some fake personalities can get you into trouble as well .some people really need that splited personalities to clear problems, well ,some just use it as a show whos the boss or something like that ..not trying to say or talk about anybody but i suddenly felt this way . i guess i found myself in this situation , actually , is someone who told me about having spliting personalities having to put on mask in front of my friends...critical moment ... it is serious at times . in fact , it sometimes really hurt alot because of it .. you have to suffer more in pain .. but your just trying to keep it away from showing by putting on the mask .. well i have to hate it ... cause clown do that .. they hide their faces.. i HATE clown like serious they made me cry .. clown can be a example though , they always seems to be happy .but do you think so ? i dun think so .. they are hiding ...hiding emotions ..
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oh my gawd
Sunday, June 21, 20097:10 PM
today is like fathers day and i totally missed the time when my family went out for dinner .i was like sick after service so i went home after that i slept . when i woke up , my family is like not at home larhs ...im like .... arghh.. forget it ...i have nothing to say liaos larhs ... very hungry now ... lols .About the sleep over over at my house ., i cook spaghetti. 5 servings . it tasted nice . with coke in coke cups. lols . after the meal , me , eccleshia , kristy ,tiffany ,michelle and elizabeth is like hanging awhile in the kitchen . eccleshia could really entertain us .and tell you a secret , michelle fall off the chair .well , that was embarassing of course.but everybody was laughing their hearts out . skip that .everybody when in my room.. soon after , everybody is like sneezing through the night . i think we slept at 4 or 5 . we didnt really pkay games but instead giving each other tissues ..we woke up at 12.30 .then blah blah blah..nothing to say arhs larhs ...sneezy sneeze SneEZE ..i hate it ..bleks
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sort of , nice .
Friday, June 19, 20091:44 AM
yesturday ,when for the movie at 11.10am . but woke up at 7.30 to meet up eccleshia at 9.00 . when to kfc to have breadfast .. then waited for the other cell groups members to be at WS .jacob and samuel were there first when we're eating and jacob was around telling us about his FREE tickets to the show ..nvm about that ,.and so we when to ehub to watch hannah montana ..that show was quite nice . taught me or maybe somebody else a lesson about it .. i dunno ?but i find its a meaningful show though..after that go eat which supposingly should be eating but i didnt eat..after that bring eccleshia with my kor to the bus stop as her family is going to go swimming, and i can see how excited she is ..after that my kor consider teaching me guitar .. well ... was thinking hard about , giving in much thoughts, maybe i would give it a shot , but i dun have a guitar .. ok then go arcade.. then blah blah blah ..ohya i wasted 1dollar on a sweet that i dun wan lols .continue ! .. better off NOT being at home .. and soon time to go . trying to find something to do at that time , so i got something to do , i have to send wayne to aunt jane's house .because he dunno how g oso... well , i tot , 'i can help .'since i stay near her house ..when we are at the bus stop , opposite the street , i saw nicole and kristy.after we got on the bus and settled down , a baby was like keep staring ,staring at mark sean and wayne .. they were like .... nts ... blah blah blah then went home ..at home i was online talking to my jie, i was like asking her if guitar is easy then i told her about learning and well she offered to lend it to me ,casue someone spoiled it so she needs to restring it first, just for me! hahas love her much .... jacob and samuel* CG friends wayne*is my CG friend ..im just trying to help .hahas .mark sean* was someone , i pretended him not being there cause he make me sound angry .. LOLS.. only someone understand y i say that ...NVM ..
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get up on your feets again
Thursday, June 18, 20098:50 AM
sometimes, you want things to go well , but sometimes your friends just let you down ... 'nevermind the things around me ,or the movements made, 'you said .' im angry with tat person .' but you should know that sometimes you need to understand the another person . give them another chance like how god give you a chance , no, not one but many times till you cant count ...and if something really put you down maybe you should just get up and stay strong ,firm . like a strong little plant that go through the strong wind and heavy rains .. it just stood there staying as strong as could be . and with god's help ,you can be stronger then ever .. its just like friendship in chaotic moments , fights took over everything ,discouraging stuffs came .. dun give up , give it another shot to change the situation..and so, going through thick and thin is part and parcel of life .. none of these happened your life ? means your .... not human ...
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up loaded the pics .
Wednesday, June 17, 20094:15 PM
 3,2,1 self timer goes CLICK.  embarassed at the end .. its ok . >< nicole,saw everything that happened.. kristy,laughing off .cant stop . well nth to say ,eccleshia laugh till she cried .. hahs ... this was fun and embarassing for me BUT i felt it was a good way to just laugh it off no matter what .. better then crying or just emo at a side ? .. |
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waffle factory ?!?!
Tuesday, June 16, 20098:01 PM
i woke up at 1 today .. blurly took the small dvd player and start my day off watching boys over flowers .. got tired . then off to computer . very normal day today .. then my family went to the waffle factory .i didnt go . wat a waste ! .. but its okay .. got another day for it waffle factory means all different flavours on the waffles .. makes me hungry !! ...i guess nothing is going to be that happening the next few days ...
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my,my,my
Monday, June 15, 200911:28 PM
today was like .... ok .. everyday for me . it is ...i went to meet kristy ,nicole and eccleshia..planned to eat at sakae , when reach WS .decided to go japan village , and so decided not to eat there .. go pizza hut .. then changed location again . gowri is like IM HUNGRY !! then go pasta mania .. soon settled down there .. is like FINALLY ..ok . we took like soo long to settle down and eat larhs ..ok we ate . blah blah blah .. then we when to toysrus ..go take photos .. ok now for the stupid part . i was standing behind the rocking chair and then its like on the step .. i standing behind it then i fall ... its like OMG .. eccleshia got a pic of me falling ... TOTALLY .... stupid ..but all of us is like laughing larhs .. till we all got tummy pain ..okay ! WATEVA ... will up load the photos soon ..
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she have changed in my eyes
Sunday, June 14, 200911:47 PM
nowadays , i see her more caring and friendly . i meant really CHANGED ... just sense that she did. and i think she has been trying hard to change.. i dun know y suddenly she like change of heart but i knew someone had told her through prayer ... and so she change to be a better person .. well , trying to understand her more now .. give me time .. hahhas
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events coming up ! still bored .
11:15 PM
have been like sneezing the whole day through .. sniffing all the way as well . kind souls offer me tissues .. lols ! feel much better now .. just came back from giant .. bought things i going to cook on friday !! for supper ? go S.O.S Bs... lols. peeps staying over at my house .. gotta cook something ay ? my GUESTs ! im sure gotta have great fun ..ghost stories are the best in the dark room and air con with low tempretures.. chilly enough ... hahs ..i want more fun though ... jio me if your going any where arhs? ^^
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'shop' it out and pin those down.
11:05 PM
late post again !post for june 13. have been like ages since my family go out a buy so many things like clothing and shoes and bag larhs ..and i finally got a not-so-sloppish bag ! cause i hate sloppy bags -.-.. i got a pair of new slippers and so on ...it was a nice day out again with my family members but my parents sometimes just quarell over small stuffs , and so i will always try to stop it like saying OK! keep quiet ! sort of stuff just to quieten them down...well ,i cant really expect much things from them..cause they got their own problems to solve .. and i have to solve MY problem with my grandmother . she use the cane? i use the bamboo stick ...no larhs kidding. i dun wan to kill her... my mother ask me to be more cooperative and dun come home early .. (that was the good part ) lesser at home means lesser trouble i get into with my grandmother ..
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my dream place , finally gone too ~!
Friday, June 12, 20099:08 PM
i have been like wanting to go to the meseum lorhs , and i went there todaY !!!! the national singapore meseum was like awesome larhs , so BIG ...but the day didnt start well . first when im on my bed awake , my father and my mother is fighting , over small stuff i guess . then i saw and heard my mother slamming the house door damn loud she needs to settle work stuff. confirm very angry . then my father is all around shouting at us . which is not nice at all ..my father didnt want to ruin a happy family day out , my mother was a special species ,my father told me .soon when we reach WS , i called my father then my mother say , she dun wan go ,i damn angry with her then some kind of scold her then she say , ahya anything .. after reaching there my mother some sort moodswing ..like dun follow us ..wat eva it is larhs we all have a fun day together ..
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endurness test over !
Wednesday, June 10, 20095:33 PM
camp was over , and well things go pretty ok only for some that really irritates me ...was like i cant believe i was there larhs..i have nth to say about it because theres nth i can talk about it ..all i could say is i miss my computer, air con and bed ...lolS !exspecially the stupid thing going on at night ..2 am sleep, just slept half an hour then call us wake up go parade square..play game till 5.is like tiring larhs ...then morning 8.30 need go prayer meeting ..sian .. eccleshia and kristy went to the canteen to sleep during the last session .. i went to the session though ... i just wish that could keep me awake from sleeping ... it was quite nice for an end , i feel not that tired , but still tired larhs .just allow me to be NOT sleep during session .i think among all things happening the sessions was the most important so i tried not to miss it even though im like super tired larhs ...try to feel more energetic...LOLS .. at least got air con ... ok i very tired , want to sleep liao .. so early horhs ...ahya my problem .. hahas
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not wanting this
Saturday, June 06, 20099:34 PM
camp camp camp ... wat to say ? BORING ...sorry if i offend anyone about this ...the word camp gives me a creep .. watever camp ! ..just,i dunno y.maybe thats whats what .. i dun like . i dread going to all camps in my life and the next camp i go will be the third ..even though its like third , it seems that my nightmare is back ...nevermind will try to FIT into it .. dun wanna lose out as well ... well i need to do something in this camp . serious thingy THIS time.. cant not to be there or not ... i psing some people .. hahas ! ok stop this ... im getting more sick of it ..if not i will not go at all liao .. trying to push myself to go ! ARH! i can do IT !!!! hahas
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wat a day .
Thursday, June 04, 200911:33 PM
today... WAS AWESOME !okok start off the very first thing.. i wake up at 12.. ok michelle asked to eat dinner tgt at 6 .ok then wanted to meet eccleshia ,nicole and kristy first ..at 4 all of all met at WS . then go Aries .. which i think eccleshia would be scared to go now .. lols .michelle,eli, nicole and kristy know wat i meant ..thing incident was so .... nvm . then eccleshia was like scared the whole time .. hahas . decided to do something abt it then off we go ..soon gotta go my house cos aunt jane want visit so off we went ...nicole went home then kristy and eccleshia decided to go my house too so ... yup and they went to my house . was happy in my room there playing beach ball when an FUNNY thing happen, the ball hit the light we tot nothing will happen but there are ... we off the light then on , the room is still pitch black !! ok bad bad .. so kind eli and michelle tried to fix it.. and the poor lights cant work .. still michelle continues trying .. then suddenly ,michelle say try on the lights.. when kristy on , firework came out! sort of ? okay larhs not that serious , sparks .. then all like .. AHHH ! then every electrical were off .. black out ! i shouted..then eli and michelle is like ops, connect wrong thing, lols the whole house were like black ? cos late liao..thne suddenly everything when back per normal light when up again .. then try off the room light whole house goes dark . cannot on back .. power trip ..and so now my room light no hope ...cant do anything ... and then decided to talk on the bed ... then suddenly eli came out an idea sleeping over at my house .. woot~~ and BTW , i think its better to be attentive during D and T lols !in case of emergency ... wait , izzit D and T or ? ..nvm anyways ! a very fun day so far...
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nobodys perfect..
Wednesday, May 27, 20099:26 PM
everybody makes mistakes Everybody has those days Everybody knows what What I'm talikin' bout Sometimes I'm in a jam I gotta make a plan It might be crazy. I do it anyway No way to know for sure I'll figure out a cure I'm patching up the holes But then it over flows If I'm not doing to well Why be so hard on myself Nobody's perfect I gotta work it Again and again till I get it right Nobody's perfect Ya live and ya learn it And if I mess it up sometimes...Nobody's perfect Sometimes I work a scheme But then it flips on me Doesn't turn out how I planned Get stuck in quicksand Well no problem can't be solved Once I get involved I try to be delicate Then crash right into it But my intentions are good Sometimes just misunderstood Nobody's perfect I gotta work it Again and again till I get it right Ya live and ya learn it And if I mess it up sometimes Nobody's perfectI gotta work it I know next time I'll find a way Nobody's perfectSometimes I fix things up And they fall apart again Nobodys perfect I might mix things up But I always get it right in the end Next time you feel like It's just one of those days When you just can't seem to win If things don't turn out the way you plan Figure something else out Don't stay down try again
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now, it my turn .
Monday, May 25, 20095:59 PM
after all troubles i had , finally it quite solved..just a teeny wheeny bit more to settle ...
now .its my turn to try and help my friends being angry with each other ... OMGawd .. FORGIVE AND FORGET GURLS ! maybe you both sould sit down and sit ,relax ., and talk about it ... i noe .. sometimes .its just impossible for you to do it ... i cant ! serious ..gosh .. outta words ..how arhs ? ...aiyo ... see larhs ! stay at home do nothing .. now brain dead ..with my grandmother talking loudly to herself while shouting at me was quite retarded ... i hate staying in the living room so noisy !!she still say at home no peace ....CHILLX GIRLS ! |
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things arent going to be the same
5:47 PM
... i dun really know wat im up to this days ....i find life meaningless ! OH MAN!been trying to like find ? ..maybe i start with controling my phone bill !! things are getting boring around me ... the nice colours seems to be fading that used to be colourful .. and staying back was getting boring for me ...actually , i felt lonely ,lonelier then before ..even though i may seems to have friends around me ..
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nice friends around .
Thursday, May 21, 20098:14 PM
ok maybe i can say , i got nice friends in school .. really wanna to thank them for like ... make my day when it started off badly ..or maybe bad news came .. you all give me encouragments ... and of course , when i dont feel good they worried with me ! .. hahas i feel touched ..feelins of mentioning names ...ahahs ... and, and, and ! many things to say .. friends that help me unconditionally... TIME TO MENTION NAMES ! cant take it ! ppl in my class ,to YOU !
1# xue ying : i apprieciate your help ALL the time,really! .. THKS . :D 2# nicole and angelene : you both always make my day WELL ! TYS ;) 3# faezza and fathzira : cared for me when i dun feel well .. THZ !;D 4# the REST ! i cant mention them all you noe ? .. hahas but to those i noe . THKS ! loVES ! ok not only those in my class ... cell group too ... i enjoyed the times with em ..really ...ex classmates too ! i really miss em too ! contact me soon ya ?!! those in greenview ...yes . tiffany and kristy ... you both also really make my day laughing through the times being tgt .. hahas nth can express wat i feel .. its a feeling that cant be express ! hey filia and alindah,lets wish us good luck for our captains ball inter class game ..wat we call team .. ;) riteS ? |
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damn you larhs
Wednesday, May 20, 20099:10 PM
.... stupid .... want put time restriction enogh bad liao ok !!?!? somemore need your **** password to go in places i wanna go .. ask you say no .. ask my father still say ok but the problem lies with my damn mother.. everything dun allow . dun blame me if i run out of money be when you find out i go lan ...damn angry with her, dun have password must well dun play ..ahya forget it .. use so tactics . write letter , msg you everything you take it as a joke .do nth with it ..show my father who dun understand me .at the end kena scolding because i keep conplaining .. -.- this call conplaining ? wat ever larhs .. dun LIKe my parent at home ... someone talk to them abt it ? .. worst still if it their day off .. i got to do work every single minute ...one day sure die ...
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OH NO ! MAN?!
8:42 PM
no no no no no no ! oh man ! i think i really really need to buck up in my studies liao .. no more slackings !!those marks i got taught me a big lesson ... o.0 i cant believe it sia ...incredible . failed 2 subject among 7 is like BAD ..especially math ...is like 23 over 100 ... :X and geo i failed too ...AND i just passed science! gosh !english ..worst then never ...just passed and the best subject currently is history .. yeah . and so i learnt my lesson and i dun wanna to retain ..time to change my attitude towards my studies .to all my friends ,its not time to give up we still have time to pass and change ya attitudes ...still can pass de ! left CA2 and SA2 liao ..JIA YOUS ! :)
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happy endings?
Sunday, May 17, 200910:24 PM
ok . happy ending isnt always HAPPY ...wat i do now is slack when ever i can .0ok NTS~~~!
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big mouth dudette ...
Tuesday, May 12, 20098:29 PM
you think you wat ? wan conplain ,conplain in front of me larhs .. dun need gui gui shui shui de ... tell people secretly about it ..y ? scared you get your facts wrong arhs ... please larhs .. want end friendship say earlier .. dun make me act good in front of you for that long de..i have be tolerating you for hmmm... dunno larhs but i noe i have been very nice to you ... you take advantage of it ... funny arhs? ... watever lorhs ... want end friendship also dun dare say in front of me , sms to other people then as kthat other person to tell ... wat the ? ...plz you wan act cute , act emo ,act watever dun do in front of me ... say wat want use penknife do art project ... ge pi .. everytime promise ppl something then at the end how 99.0 percent break the promises .. dunno use on me how many time lerhs .. i never say anything ... you such person .. nobody want larhs ... also hao xin mei hao bao sia .... BLEKS ...
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she has been giving me THAT attitude
8:25 PM
i have been tolerating her attitude , not only me okay ... oMg ...she loves to give out her attitude FREELY with that damn emotions ..look at her also dun wan talk to her .. it just feel weird after being so nice then suddenly now like THAT ..ok so wat if you are sad or something ? ok , you also dun nid to give people attitude de ..fun arhs ? people do you, you like mehh ? think first before you act can ? THINK ...
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hey ! wats the problem
8:14 PM
oh man , so longg since i blog in .. pheww ! time to write in again ..things have been still OK for me .. not sure whether i choose the right thing on the rite thing on right time ... been going out for day after papers ...not knowing wat i gotta do the next day ..because, at home nothing goes right ...so peace is where i find outside of school and home . parents shocked that i become a friend to ulrica again ... they seems to be saying , "you become friends with her already ? " then im like ... you dun noe wat happen and i know you will never ...because all they know is i get into trouble with my grandmother .ok ,bad thing is she caned me for no reason .. because she was angry with my sister . pull me down the water .i kena ... WAT IS THIS !!ok skip this , this has been going on for ... i dunno lehh ... ok dun care about it ...
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no time.
Thursday, May 07, 20098:20 PM
how i wish she would just agree with wat i say nothing i say would be right ...she knows i have only ONE HOUR !!! ok i really nothing to say ....cant explian or do anything ..wahh .. very long never blog lerhs ... trying to blog .. no time ...
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music music ..
Saturday, May 02, 20092:59 PM
fun fun ... teacher din come so PLAY TIME !!!the teacher gave us papers and so i ntd so i crushed it ,threw it around not a minute pass , there was paper ball all around the room .. i was like canon BALL!!! lols .
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math class sux
2:47 PM
my class today ,i mean everyday ,run out of class during maths lesson ,hmm to be exact ,almost the whole class is always roaming around our school during maths .basic ..bte there is always two teacher in the class we dun go to class we play truant ... we dun go to class .. we even slam our class door when the teacher is around in class then we run up the stairs when the doors is slamed ...soon we got tired go back class left only 1 period for the teacher to teach ...thats everday stuff .. ok we got tutorial .straight after school half at hour only so we jeered .. and all then time not yet up , most of them already attempted running out of class .. and soon 15 mins later only a few students in class .cause most of them are slacking outside school already ...this is only maths !
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school now ..
2:42 PM
ok talk about class stuffys ,days ago the boys in my class threw someones pencil box out of the window we are in the third floor .and so that guy angry and kicked his chair at other people ...we tried to get the pencil box back but couldnt cause it stucked at the legde in the middle of the two classes .my history teacher call a fierce teacher ... we the whole class have to stay back .what the ! ...fun fun and so life continues..
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past past ..
2:23 PM
very long never blog le .haiz lets recall ...
things still dun go rite ,nothing was an interesting as using my laggy computer . nothing interest me ,i cant find anyone to go slack with me as exam are coming .i dun feel rite,just being stuck in my room with no phone .i cant just everyday sleep all my afternoons away .look as if i am brain ead .1nour of computer was impossible for me larhs .try to talk to my parents ,they just dun listen everything they say is ALWAYS rite ....i now .. do ,really stare blankly into space .. But things got better in school though.. love that feeling ..its coming !! |
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life with friends ..
Tuesday, April 21, 20097:16 PM
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.the road is never long between friends....
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot! A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend shoulder is soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it! A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you after you had a fight A simple friend expects you to always be there for them. A real friend expects to always be there for you! When you are down to nothing ... God is up to something. 'Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.' |
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y cant things go rite .?
Thursday, April 16, 200911:39 PM
y cant i just get A peaceful space that make me feel good and away in the wide fields with fresh air around me , knowing no troubles will get near me ... but it seems impossible to me now ...troubles seems to be coming more and more,crashing down on me ... pushing me lower in my emotions ..thinking y wasnt a sovlution ,time to think ,before i make mistakes again .. but things goes worst each day ... i cant take it any longer .. you know im strong but i cant take this blow ...i gone soft on it .... nth do happen to go well ..
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school was ...
Wednesday, April 15, 20095:41 PM
school was ok for me ... sort of fun larhs .. i joke in class and talk back to teacher in class .. that was abit over for me but .. kena detention ... ok larhs lax abit no nid go home that early ..i couldnt really remember wat happen will blog in another day for those days i missed blogging
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done ? how bout gone ?
5:22 PM
all things seems to be done with a full stop .. speeding ahead .. thought of conseqeunces ? no ... and after awhile , all you done was all mistakes ... full of em .. and all your so called hard work are all gone ... losing friends ,losing trust, losing thing thats you treasure most ...justed walked the wrong path of life ... and how ? you may think ...walk back your path and figure wat you done wrong ...but some things dont result to turn out right ...and so face the music and then just continue walking ... think of short cuts ? no way it can get you to the right path ...
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it continues ..
Saturday, April 11, 20093:13 PM
keeping inside of me isnt really a sovlution for me any longer .. it may just burst out any moment ..ok the story,continues ,my mum got the cake..he was shocked but a little ..bothered but it turn out ok only then i went to sleep cause its solved...then next day my father explains .. we ARE having Debts having problem with grandma and my uncles and all and so .. not wanting to listen any more problem we have? .. it stresses me up more and more each day .my father dont seems to talk to my mother after the inccident and my grandma just scolds me whenever she finds bothering her loudly in front of my father so he scolds me ... and so i wanted to stay away from home ... whenever i wake up my sister conplains saying she do all the housechores cause i wake up late so .. the minute i wake up i do HOUSECHORES ! every single minute ..actually, i proposely dun want wake up that early so i sleep late ..and my mood when down when ever my father dun have to work ..staying out late was the best time of my life now .. getting into activities to keep me occupied ..and so my parents has their things to do and so do i ..staying at home was hell to me .. housechores, sick of it..whenever you ask me about home .. i dun noe .. its turned 180 degrees ..
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lackin love ?
Monday, April 06, 20097:50 PM
oh man .. this is so so bad .. i got no money to buy a present for my father today ! i wonder how hurt is he today ... no body seems to care .. he look so lonely today .. and i got nth to give to him ..oh man help .... it seems like a normal day when my father would be at home doing nth ..but but .. todays atmosphere was even more quiter then usually .. and its not quite right ..
i gotta do something .. something .. NOW .. still got time still got time ..... but the bad thing is my mother forgot my fathers bday.. my father went out himself today .. and came home with silience .. no words spoken .. i ask where is my mother he say she jolly well noe its my bday but continue working up so late and he is not with my mother .. i find it wierd so i call my mother.. summoned her to go home straight and buy a damn cake ..and so she did .. but shes not at home now .. and soon i will blog in what happen later tmr .. |
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sports day sux .
Friday, April 03, 200911:39 PM
i wished i didnt go to school today man .it is so boring ..i angelene ulrica and nicole sit taxi there we sat the taxi at 2.30 when we have to reach by 2.30..so popular . we walk in front of the whole school to our class .. nicole almost fell asleep..got people throw water bomb .. haiz so so so bored .not even like sports day ..and can tell me its sports day .i would never want to go for sports day any more ..then so tired .chiong home but reach home at 7.20 i got cg but parents force me to bath .then i go with ulrica..then late .. i super tirred but i still when online ..hees im going to online on every sat till late at night from now on ..
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had a nice treat YUM ..
Wednesday, April 01, 200910:12 PM
today celebrate ulrica ans wen chin bday in school with the class ...our teacher say we like cant be bothered even other classes sing louder than our class ...then is like really sehh not saying cant be bother larhs but the food . nvm ... i prefered being in the classroom shouting here and there ..but no offence la.. by the way skip the LESSONS .. i hate it .. after school .. go home change then near 5.10 go white sands eat saeke sushi .. ulrica treat ..we have to settle bill by 6 and the food all came onli at 5.40++ then we chiong eat .. then she was on the phone ... talk and talk and talk ... haix .. then SO full we walk home we walk walk walk then rest ... then when home lorhs ... nth else ..haha .. nth to say liao ..
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opS ! gorventment properties ..
10:07 PM
now now ... this is bad ...listening to this .. not LONG ago .. which i didnt mention in my blog i spoiled the button of the traffic light ...it dropped of soon when i turn and turned it .. i quickly push it back ..holding it back ...then green man flashes i walk ... it was loose .. soon not many days later i found the button gone ..im not guity at all .. its ..its not my problem .. i fixed it back ? .. then dropp the moment i not there ...im INNOCENT !! :)
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i want ,u want ...
Tuesday, March 31, 200910:09 PM
many things in the world , WE WANT .. but thinking again ,now is the time WE SAVE ... you can say "last time, i use to buy wat i want to have " but now is now last time is last time .. now must try save as much and not help your parent spend .maybe you can do it when these time of the present days are over ..you may say you have not enough allowance when you have $4 or more (for some ) but some has lesser then that amount .. you complain.. parents do nothing ,you must understand . they cant really afford to add on anymore ..imagine your parents , maybe lose job ? or decrease in salary ? thats a big loss to them and i can see that my parents are working very hard. my mother sometimes need to work till late at night when she goes to work at 6.30 in the morning and had to sometimes work on sundays ,which supposed to be her rest day. and so , think and understand ,respect and feel .lend them a helping hand by maybe decrease their stress by doing houseworks for them .they will be happy to see you help :)
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this RAWKSS ,but not da camp
Friday, March 27, 20096:43 PM
 hees this rawks ... its on my campfire night ... but it rawks because i can take a picture with them and the sticks .. hees I HATE CAMP !! lol ..^^    thats the best time because it is sooo dark ! |
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thinkin abt those stupid things i done in de past ..
4:22 PM
"back to school " day ..BORING .... then chinese class .. bored ..suddenly my friends beside me was playing pen ink make me remembered the stupid thing i done when im young ...i stucked up the pen ink when im like pri 2 or 3 ? .. soo stupid ..last time my friends thought i eating monster sweet ...they keep telling teacher .. and that time was my chinese lesson too ..DAMN funny .. they keep telling the teacher ..in chinese .. they said "LAO SHI ! PEI EN ZAI CHI 'GUI'TANG GUO !! LAO SHIII !! " ok .. thinking ..it was quite fun .. haha nice exprience..wonder how it taste ? .. its bitter and kinda of metal taste .. lol.. and also today my friend almost stapled her finger .. i exprience it before ..hees ..pri 2.. because i was playing with it then suddenly teacher call me then i accidently stapled my index finger .. lol .. i remembered i when abit blur ... then like when i look on my finger , the staple is stapled into my finger ... lol .. thinking thinking ... THAT STUPID ..the stupity RAWKS ... hahaha
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camp is OVER ..
Wednesday, March 25, 20093:42 PM
finally FINALLY finally finally....camp is OVER...so damn bored .. i was playing a fool though ... the one of the noisiest ..with some of my friends also .. lol be it wasnt that fun .. no no no no , its not fun at all larhs..the campfire was like ... LAME ?..but i was sitted at the end .. with some of da malay boys ...i took some pics with my few good friends .Angelene,nicole,ulrica and xue ying ... i just took my friends phone and took some photos... lol they all like.. "dun larhs , at night lehhs "haha ok larhs..then we got light sticks we make star with it ...then today .. sian then nid do the IPP excercise ..wat ever lor ... i sometimes ... dun like camp one of the reasons is because sometimes things just leads to misunderstanding and ..fightings abt those small things that breaks the friendship within me and my friends ..soo .. i hate all those for goodness sake ..
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Camp ,Camp ,Camp
Monday, March 23, 200910:51 PM
today first day of camp it suck man ...today go to bukit timah nature reserve .. must climb the trek up ... saw many monkeys on the trek too .. it scared most of da classmates ..the hill got very steep slopes too .. we just continue going up.. when its time to go down we have quite a nice "RIDE" down ..u would just continue to walk down da hill ..then when back school .do stupid stuffs ... blah blah then in class si beh boring then i use phone .. after that time to go home .. i forgot take my results slip .. sian .. tmr taking ..tmr got camp fire .. wont be that pleasant i think ? ... lols hope its STILL ok for me ..
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friends to keep
Saturday, March 21, 20092:35 AM
heys ! friends of my friend .... fun playing with her feeling ? fun rite ? .. i knew it .. you enjoy it izzit ? wan try it someday again ?i knew it would be fun .. but ever thought of her feeling anot ?woah dun noe izzit from drama club anot, SOOO good in acting can be her best friends for dun noe how many years then play with her feeling ....say i think we are goingto end the relationship abt three months later ..WAT THE HELL ??!!?? wat is this !! such things !?!??!LOLOL cool ! dun feel offended ..because you dun have brain to think .. it have been rotting ever since you started pissing her , tricking her and PS her .... And because of it you cant think ..haix so sad your heart and brain all stuffed with shit ..wat eva you want to say ... all we nid to do is WATEVA you want say WE forgive and forget .. da ren you da liang..
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normal days ...
2:18 AM
how i every wish i could get back those CONPLICATED days in the past ....even thought it was CONPLICATED ..i LOVE those days .. i have those some kinda feeling FIGHTING with others with my GOOD friends .. okay thinking again .. i dun think i want it .. okay , its CONPLICATED...nevermind , i want to continue my life .. hee .. i dun noe wat i want larhs ....i think wat i actually want is .. my friends back ... in the sense i want to keep them .. I MISS THEM !!! but having them forever and to keep them to myself is too selfish ..it seems i want friends ! freedom ! but .. if i continue holding them is the same as not letting your friends HAVE friends and not allowing them to get freedom ... thats bad ?!?! so we need to release them and never be too selfish..they nid freedom too !! :)
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A wonderful time ...
Thursday, March 19, 20099:34 PM
... went to the zoo today with my family ... was awesome .. with those animal ?.. hahz then ... see ..my ANIMAL friends haha smoe cool ! some .. lame ..some .. still ok ? hahz i want see ah MENG !! but too bad .. i couldnt .dun ask me y . you sould noe ..then after go Zoo go hospital... then go sengkang swimming complex .. you should try go ! cool slides there .. but i dun dare cause i got heights but i think thats quite fun larhs .. hee ..thats all ... i think ? ..nothing to say .. cant think ..so tired .. and i couldnt believe school holiday goiing over soon !! i want more holiday ! okay nth to say liao gd nitey !!
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thinking bout the past ..
Sunday, March 15, 20099:12 PM
....i just realised i hate .. or how to say ..dun like to communicate with my seniors .. in primary school too ..maybe its something good ? ok wateva...wheres my friends ?? .. i dun know ...im not talkin abt n426 .. was abt D others ..i dun noe where are them .. they seems far from the distance im standing and looking ... trying to get back on the road and get them catch them up .. or maybe to pull them to where they are supposed to be ...and run the race with me together ..
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who are you in christ
Wednesday, March 04, 200910:02 PM
Charm Can Mislead,And Beauty Soon Fade, The Woman To Be Admired And Praised Is The Woman Who Lives In Fear-Of-God....
Choosing How To Live God Ask Men Whether He Will Accept Life.This Is Not The Choice But You Must Take It .The Only Choice Is HOW .. Your Life,His Dream You Will Never Know God Is All You Need Untill God Is All You Have .. Decisions Made By People . Successful People Make Their Desicion Quickly And Change Their Mind Slowly , Failures Make Their Decision Slowly And Change Their Mind Quickly .. |
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this few days were ...
9:51 PM
been trying to blog but ... i have no TIME .. haha test test test ... i dun CARE !! lol ..in school even though i have trouble ....i had much fun with my 'SiSTERs' !! we laughed so damn loud sia .. our stomuch could hardly take it ..i am already slacking in some areas ...like being patient with my friends TIME being wasted and of cause HW .. trying to catch up now ..i have onli this much to say too long would make it naggy ....
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Trapped !!!
Wednesday, February 25, 20099:33 PM
this few days were like .... BORED !! even though im not having HOLIDAY or something but was trapped at home .. after school there onli a place i could go to slack ... HOME !! its like .. wat the ... !! i mean like i feel soo trapped between time and parents and of cos FRIENDS .... i feel more stress every minute in school , at home and being with friends sometimes just give MUCH stress to me i just like couldnt balance the time between .. between ... time , parents and friends !!:( .. Cant like just dun bother because .. ArhH !! dunno how say lahh ... wats more .. so blur le sian la being left behind in school were really a sad thing ....and when go home kena nagged at , scolding at ,shouted at by my grandmother .. i have complained to my parents but they too cant solve the stupid problem ...was irritated but ....i cant do anything le ..i just want some freedom la .. let me go where ever i want ... i need a breather .... not a suitable place that my parents allow that really give me freedom ..
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one of the nicest day .
Monday, February 23, 20099:58 PM
went to white sands to have dinner with eliz, michelle,august and ulrica..we ate KFC .. even though i eat it almost everyday .. me and ulrica though we were late but then when we ARE supposed to meet at MAC change to KFC ..wasnt really that bad the worst thing was when we meet michelle we ask where is august then she say she forgot to tell him change location le .then she when to find him because he no phone ..soon finish KFC when to Arcade play .. first play the dunno wat three button game then michelle they all play car racing against each other .august was good but then his brake all that spoil liao .. so became last in the race .. then soon ulrica and me go play drum .. so long never play liao lack of skills missed sooo many notes.. so embarassing too ! haha but it was quite ok .. soon time to go home then bought ice cream on our way .... we all walked to me and ulricas house then elizabeth they all go home ...was blessed to have such friends ! i mean FAMILY !! haha wait ar !! forgot .. i chased after michelle and elizabeth with the snail im holding on when we are on our way home.... she screamed so loudly .. elizabeth i not that sure cause she was quick and when over to the another side of the road she was lucky as i didnt get the chance to chase after her !!!..
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how do you feel ?
3:12 PM
how do you feel when things went wrong in school ? ..for a few days that you have tolerated ..which make you agitated ,fustrated the whole day?.. well not that bad but you were quite bad tempered today ?.. then when you reach home .. you tried to talk to your dad about wanting to have dinner with your friends but then talk so much like disapproving you to go and say so many weird things but you cant talk back and when soon when he finish talking he just went to work and left you at home feeling sooo hot tempered and you could feel the heat that boils your blood and almost burst out from your vessels ??? ... of cause you were left alone having nth to say .. but then ..you noe you cant talk back or things get worst ? .. he went back to the house dunno for wat reasons... he go my room to check .. it was so clean already !! wasnt REALLY thst clean la but it was up to my standard ler but my father just continue finding a good excuse to prove that he could onli allow me to go from 6 to 7.30 wth rite ?.. he dunno how well or badly i do or even worst say i didnt study when i DID ..he dunno wat kind of life im having now ? ..in school ? .. o man give it a rest !!!!!! .%-I
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handling my problemsss
Saturday, February 21, 200912:46 AM
couldnt freakingly think on how can i possible to handle problems which are HARD to tackle with ...having fun together was okay .. but before having fun ,i would surely encounter problems ..like how what when and where problem .... it seems to just playing with you then get frustrated..then after awhile problem solved then again come another one then another one .... haix dunno when will this kind of things end ...
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late postsss.
Wednesday, February 18, 20099:58 PM
posted late ... should be for the 15th feb...^^ i knew it wont be THAT fun for me .. still.. ok la but really .. aRhhH !! dunno how say ..nevermind talk abt good thing first .. first went to church with ulrica,nicole and natalie ..then late le go take taxi ...after service got BS .. luckily ulrica got PSP to keep her busy or i dunno wat to ask her to do..after BS go fellowship when to tampines go foodcourt eat then wentto swensens .. raymond treat me ulrica, nicole and me ice cream !! so expensive !! so we share one .. no point buying more cause we three cant even finish the one he bought to share ..then tried to catch a movie but sooo many people ! wanting to watch the wedding game but didnt at the end.. we decided to go white sands.. soon when we are there we went to take neo prints soo damn fun .. going to put in facebook soon ...then my father call me that he going to pick us up to go for dinner nicole didnt want to go soo .. nvm lor guess wat !! me and ulrica went to the sushi resturant where our swimming programme is going to be at!! i mean the place la same ..ulrica was like saying damn f******* nice sia the food haha ..then we talk abt the shows of liang po po we laughed till our stomuch couldnt take it any more soo painful !!then soon when ulrica came to my house we cut cake luckily nvr invite anymore people cause i was thinking the cake wasnt that big for a few more people !!ok soon ulrica went home ..finally peace haha jkjk then wat i could remember next was i kena scolding from my father and mother in the middle of the night .. i sleep at 1...ok dun wan talk soo much about it .. it recalls bad memories haha..
last posted again. . its for 16th feb the very next day many of our class mates were very reluctant to go for swimming enrichments SCARED !! so am i but then it was still ok la i like the part where we got to joke IN the pool haha .. soon lightning scary !! loud too !! all when out of the pool and soon when its time to gto back to school ulrica and me when pass the sushi restuarant .. i pointed to it to ulrica and we laughed .. some kinda like an idiot laughing ...i was damn tired and slept after bathing ... |
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how ?? wat you want me do ?
Friday, February 13, 200911:07 PM
sian la .. little bit little bit say me things like wan fight with me ..sometimes you with other people also will bo chap me i think you dunno even realised.. somemore got other friend liao i say want go home you also dun care..i cant keep on like this .. it just couldnt continue .is there something wrong with me or you ??i just couldnt understand after all this damn years.. maybe its just the new you im learning ..izzit ?? tell me la wats your problem ?? wat you want me do ?? i will try to change and blend into your surrounding ..
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fun and irritated day ..
7:38 PM
today in school was extremely fun .. my VERY SCARY art teacher wasnt here so we played and laughed so loudly that the teacher i think the HOD came and tell the class chairman and vice chair nam if we continue like this we will kena detention .. but after half a minute , school ends .. we laughed .. wat we did ? me and ulrica and angelene when under the wooden tables and pulled all four of our friends shoe lace they kena shock that was so fun ... they repeatly need to re-tie their shoe lace .. today .. thought that things will go on well nth to worry but when soon when i realised my friend . just reached lan.. with my friend who is already in lan .. near 7.15 lehh ..they promised go cg with me .. then i call them faster come my house thaen go cg together .. but instead .. they continue playing .. i was damn f***ing irritated .... i cant decide anything now .. they dun even listening to me !! (my thinking ) ...
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how nice it would be if ..
Wednesday, February 11, 20093:50 PM
How nice it would be if we all would stop wearing our masks,and start seeing each other for who we really are.How nice it would be if we would all use our hearts,instead of only our eyes to see.How nice it would be if we could be,just a little bit more forgiving.How nice it would be if we could all just,be a little bit more daring in loving.How nice it would be if we would take notice,of the millions of needs besides our own.How nice it would be if we would put aside our own,and make life easier for someone else instead.How nice it would be if.. we could have no problem in whatever we do ...how nice it would be if ....
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givin in
Tuesday, February 10, 20098:52 PM
had a sort of a nice day ?? ... wow .. i feel so much better talking about my own problem to someone .. haha face the problem ,talk about it and, tada !! there you got! the best formula for destressing !! by the way, thank you so much to be my listening ear .. i feel really much better .. if got any problem talk to me too !! i will also be your listening ear too ...ok stop talking about it .. sometimes i feel that in some way you will have to give in.. just in any conversation or something will fight for yourself .. rite .. but also have to sometimes give in abit to the others ....so that ..you will get less trouble .. from those you give in to ..losing a friend is like, you cant find a way out in a maze cause you are already lost in your own mind..
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all you all do is fight ..
Monday, February 09, 200910:16 PM
after the fight for the hamster to stay ..comes another problem ... just wanted to help onli kena scolding kena misunderstood ..stupid sia ... i also dun wan this things to happen but happened rite ?? .. being respondsible is also a thing .. try to be responsible ,taking care of somethin, in the end got something bad in return .. and all my mother and grandma and ME do at home at a certain time in the night fight ??someone will talk about things which gives me disadvantages ... pro la !! ... my mother ask me next time dun try to poke my NOSE into others peoples things but things wouldnt that simple !! my friends ask for help .. i cant just say no rite ?? .. then i TRY to help at the end bad things happen then for wad help ??..logical too ... next time i will try not to in the sense HELP tat freely liao ..haixx
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hamster = trouble
Sunday, February 08, 200910:22 PM
my grandma cant stop talking abt the stupid hamsters outside my house ... OUTSIDE.... every minute .. talk abt it ... just trying to help someone to keep it means .. trouble ..grandma talks about it again .. then my mother cannot take it..and talk = to fight.. which make sense to me ..cause i do it every day ..i have been trying to find people to keep it for me but just cant find someone to help .. ok .. first grandma and mother fight then i was dragged into it and soon so is my sister .. i gradually got OUT of the fight and try to stop them but it doesnt help so i just shut up and continue on the com... but was really really Frustrated over it .. stressed too ..no one seems to understand me in the house ...just trying to help ?? .. got trouble ARRHH !!! ... nvm still have to go on with life...
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i want you to come with meE !!!
Saturday, February 07, 200911:24 PM
nicole ! ulrica ! go church with me ! i will persuade you both to the end no matter wat .. haha
and dun say you go because of me.. please .. i have other reason asking you to go church ..its not about the advantages of bringing you both but getting you both to know other things better ..i wont really force you to go if you both cant okay ?? i promise .. ^^ btw THE HAMSTER !! i couldnt keep it any more !! help ??.. |
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finally GOT MY VOICE BACK !!
Friday, February 06, 20092:44 PM
ARR !!!! luckily got my voice back before CG .. haha and i got my new spec !! praise the lord !! hahaha or else i have to struggle to see in class ..celebrated my mother's bday yesturday ... i got her her fave thing .... but it was expensive ... lol .having fun in class without a voice ?? .. much more fun then ever !! anyway, common tests coming on the 7th week ... any way who cares haha study hard lysiansss !!!!!!
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losing voice !!
Monday, February 02, 200910:48 PM
i hate today ... still ok la ... im losing my voice .. ok to be frank.. i cant even speak ...i cant communicate even though i have a phone ??.. no voices makes no difference then not having a phone ....wateva it is ... I LOST MY VOICE !!! nvm use hand .. paper and pen ..^^just bought 4 hamsters shared with ulrica and nicole ... with a BIG two storey cage which all together cost $100 over .. plus food and all ... anyway piles of hw waiting for me !! gotta do it before it dues ..
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ARHH !!homework ...
Saturday, January 31, 20099:35 PM
missed soo many days of school haixX ... so many homework too ..scared cannot catch up .. so many days never go school 4 days ? yup 4 days ..not fun at all .. except those fun times with my cousins in malaysia ...as for ang pow .... 100plus onli .. but trying to get much more !!!! this few days ..gd luck !!!
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i think i have enough trouble ..
Monday, January 19, 20093:32 PM
sian ...this morning berfore P.E .. when we walk past mr nathan he say wow.. sec 1s ar socks..good ..actually meaning couldnt even see our socks ...then P.E .. sian run around school two round before that run three round basketball court ... thats not the worse part .. the worst part is when our whole class is waiting for me ulrica and another girl to go back to class ... we go to a very far toilet to change ...come back that time need kena punishment ... sian ...run 5 round basketball court ... my sole hurt like hell man ... but still have to run ...wat the hell ...ahya though all this happen ive not give up being "weird" in class :)
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unlucky ...or is it punishment ??
Sunday, January 18, 200910:20 PM
....damn it ... tell you something , i disobeyed my mother she hit me..lolxX so i talk back .. sian .. i went to bathe... the next minute i see blood streaming to the drain .... from my sole .. i stepped on a glass ..transparent glass .. i couldnt see when no blood came out i check how deep...its like..half a cm deep .... ok i think i deserve it ... lolXx ..my mother fought with my grandma about it ... i didnt care cause im so giddy at that time ... anyway ... lesson taught ...
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Getting slacky ..but couldnt
Thursday, January 15, 20097:47 PM
the two weeks in school was already tired for me .. but i couldnt just slack .. but going to school was fun .. i was one of those ... noisy ones ... i shout from one end to another to talk to ulrica ..during class time of cos.. i fool around in class .. but of cos there is serious times during lesson ... i made many nice friends in class too.... stupid _ _ _ _ _ _, kick my back .. wasnt that angry when he kick the chair but i was already annoyed..then go kick my back .. _ _ _ _ sia ... 1 time nvm .. 2 time asked to stop .. but he continued 3 time shout stop it la .. he stop haha.. stupid sia ... nvm i forgive and forget ...i dont blame him .. cause his my friend ^^
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arhaha ..
Saturday, January 10, 20094:32 PM
saturday .. CCas open day .. SOoooo boring ... after that when to white sands .. go take neo print ..so funny stay in the same place for an hour or so ... after that go library play .. then go home .. try to upload pics in facebook and frienster !!
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AARRHHhhh !!!!!!
Thursday, January 08, 20095:33 PM
I HATE EVERY THATS HAPPENING NOW !!!!! .can lost phone ,lost file ... haiXx ..ahya somebody !! tell me wat to do ! but not onli left my things somewhere .. my friend left the school bag at the coffee shop after eating breadfast ..
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2009 .. so wat ?!?!
Monday, January 05, 20098:50 PM
the start of 2009 was a nice day for me ... the thing is, im the lucky one to lost my phone !! .. i wasnt panicky but laughed instead .. and i find it funny i dont noe why.. and so now i dun have phone dunno how to live without it , life just continues .. i hate those rules and other things in school .. its just weird and confusing .. things changes, people changes...
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err .. new year ?? ..
Thursday, January 01, 20093:57 PM
new year ? .. i didnt think of that . i just know that school is starting soon , didnt really care about new year .. weather new year or not , also need to continue to study , eat and play ! ..lolXx ..just fooling around also can :P .. ahh .. anyway , HAPPY NEW YEAR !! . -_-ll ..
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a nice ending of 2008..
1:45 AM
yesturday ... a day i thought , another normal day for me and ulrica .. but things didnt work as what we plan .. things going smoothly .. first we planned to try to take bus to loyang sec but before boarding the bus which we need to take.needs to wait for ten minutes . so i decided to buy a drink ..when we fill the gulp cup with drink , ulrica and me were playing a fool and spill drink every where . ok we are done ..soon we got up the bus we needed to .. in the bus we were laughing still..the drink spill all over the sit of ulricas .. we laugh but trying not to be that laugh luckily no one realised .. soon we reach white sand , which its not as according to wat we plan ,the entraance is soo crowded .. we squeeze through the crowded .. ulrica accidently bang on a malay guy .. and hit almost hit the banner down .. we laughed ..again ..ok ntd so we went to arcade . we went to the arcade wanting to play drum but were bit embarassed cause we thought the girl infront of us are bad,when it is near our turn we are embarassed because there is drum pros there .. but nvm we played at te end..i was laughing while playing a game and i dropped my phone .. my phone cover cracked but i was still laughing .. i just bought the cover few days ago though .. it was a fun day yesturday .. as i had a nice ending of 2008 with my good friend...
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are you going with me ??
Sunday, December 28, 200811:17 PM
i spent all my might convicing sum one to church .. i got a hell of it ..but atleast she follows me to church .... continue every week doing the same thing.. now holidays still ok .when school starts i think i have to convince her even more .. plus her parent permission ... it takes time though ..but i noe my hard work will one day be paid off... btw this christmas i dun feel excited like every year .. i slept even before it strike 12 minight...^-^
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excited ??
Tuesday, December 23, 200812:31 AM
AaaRRhh !! 2 more day to christmas !! gotten your present ready ??cause i am going to have a tearing goood fun .. wishing every one a merry merry christmas !!
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go school !!
Monday, December 15, 20081:02 AM
yea !! finally can meet up with some of my friends in school ..but of cos abit nervous on which school will i go to ... but i have confident in going the school i want to go to .. want go express ?? JIA YOU !!
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must 4give and 4get ..
Friday, December 12, 200811:31 PM
woah .. i jux realised how irritated i was when my friend talking nonsence in front of other people about me ... ishhxx... i feel so pissed off .. lol .. but then for once shes still my friend... they sometimes irritates me but in another way round... i may irritate people too so i decided to forgive and forget !! (^(-)^) ..
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Friends Makes A Big Different
Thursday, December 11, 20082:46 AM
friends makes a big difference in my life.. but sometimes i dont really noe who to trust and all that ... but i found out that doesnt really matter now is to only see if your true to each other ..it does take courage to reject something or some wat with each other.. but soon realised that the most valueables are your friends thats alway behind your back watching over you ......so i make sure that they are foreva my friends .........and i noe i can make a diffrence to others as well.....;p
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Bor..ing ....
Wednesday, December 10, 20081:10 PM
.. boring leh this days .. dunno wat to do .. stuck at home now.. cant find someone to go out with .. o man i miss the moments in school.. of course those fun parts and the bad times too lol ..:P i wish i could go back time . so can enjoys a few more good moments with my friends...
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...
Friday, November 21, 200812:25 AM
ever since we never meet ..our friendship line have met the very end.. we communicate harder nowadays ..i dunno wat to do lol but i am happy that i still did improve in my psle result and congrats to everyone !!!!
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Plan
Sunday, November 16, 200810:01 PM
i've plan to really focus on my friends now .much time on them .. BTW.. i MET a Group in CHURCH .. CELL GROUP N426 .. they are fantastic ..i been focusing on other things the last few months and think that i really need to buck up on my friendship i am lacking on that other than studies.. i do and i did plan with someone on going out with a few of my classmates and enjoy myself.. maybe playing bowling .. LOLZZ... XD
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Nice prize giving day !!
Friday, November 14, 200811:49 PM
ahyo...you all ar really has feeling for this school hor ??!! ahya still can meet up with each other one mahh ...i think hor your must realy get every body's number keep in contact ..cheer up lar my friends.. things will gonna be alrite .. lolx..:) btw why dun one day we go out together kies ?? been trying to go out with you all ..:P
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clearng it up..
Thursday, November 06, 20082:35 PM
now this is still not the end of every thing .. but i found out MYSELF that he was not angry with me and found that she doesnt really like her and she didnt realise she was backstabbing her lols.. but i have to still hold on ..not letting the problem go ..YET .. i must really find a way to really resolve every little things clearly ...
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again ??
Wednesday, November 05, 20081:17 PM
much then i thought things went hay wire again .. according to the things happened i found that someone lied to me badly and broke the friendship line and i can feel that actually he doesnt really DID forgive me .. he so cold to me this few days or i think weeks... i dont know.. why things happen this way and all i know is that whateva things that happen was made up by yourself..yes and you made all this problem your self and you have to fix it as it gets big.. hehe but i think things will get better ..;p ..now for me .. i know i really made many many wrong decision and walked on the wrong path to the future.. and i promise myself to fix this before december .. or maybe before holiday starts..
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yae !!
Sunday, November 02, 20083:16 PM
days are getting better now a days .every body patched up..haha..all of us made each other understand and every things back to normal with some help from her ..or else i dun noe if me and him when will be back as friends again ..
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wat the ...
Saturday, October 25, 20081:41 PM
i didnt noe that just making a small mistake get big easily .the truth were out, it wasnt started by me, but at the end, i was thought by every body that i made THAT biggest mistake..i had nothing left to say . i noe life may go wrong sometime but wats the meaning of this ?. it wasnt me.. first didnt noe boys are going for a ..... movie,second i ask a person to go church with me.third, she wanted to follow me,forth, the group of friends left onli two girls and many boys,fifth,say me that i drag the person away from them .. i tried to help by telling the person that the girl du lan me , at the end she followed them after about two more girl joined in ..at the end again i got du lan by her again ..and then no boys are going ..then i have to go church myself..i msg her .. she talk to me like du lan du lan then i noe wat happen that person told the girl wat i said.i dun believe it .. rite now we are still having a cold war me trying not to pick a fight.. how i wish the truth will be told as soon as possible..who the person who made this up .. will she say??..wateva it is .. i will not lose to the PEOPLE who some kind of push blame to me ..i noe one day the truth will be out... :P
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